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2010-04-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

Goodbye.

daysixteen.blogspot.com

Will come back when I feel like it. :D.
Goodbye sweeties. :D

2010-03-13T07:25:00.001-08:00

'Cause if i've told you so, everything's gonna change.

Hey! Long time never update. Hope people are still reading my blog eh. Anyway. It's the school holidays now, hooray. HAHA. Have quite a no. of activities lined up for me during the holidays hm? And today's 13th of march.. 17 more days eh winkswinks? (:

Anyway. A short schedule of what i'll be doing next week:

Monday - Prolly bringing sissy out watch movie/eat. Maybe only!!
Tuesday - Maybe going out with yunning etc. (:
Wed - Dinner with Paris.
Thurs - Free, Tuition in the evening
Friday - Maybe meeting Paris then go class BBQ.
Sat & Sun - Going out with parents.

Heheheh! Yeah. Can only jio me out on thurs HAHA. Very packed week ahead hehehe. :3 School have been a bore as usual for the past few days. The weather's super hot and I can't stand it!! :( Oh man. So anyw, i feel so free during the holidays esp when i have no CCA.

And fyi, i hate it when people say i pon CCA etc. Like okay. Want say , i also say. YES I PON BAND, So what eh? I'm not even aiming to go for JC so i don't need that 2 lil pathetic points kay. I just need to get at least 16 pts to go to my course in TP.

Okay i'll get going. Bye.

KIKI

2010-02-28T01:10:00.001-08:00

Allow me to fall in love with you all over again.

I want to be as close to you as possible, is that too much to ask for?

Love's complicated. I miss him. :( I miss sister P too. P, if you see this, please give me a call. I'm worried about you. :( Cheerup, my sister. It isn't the end of the world. Look at the bright side of life. (:

Anyway, a quick update for this weekend ( Im doing it in point form cause i'm fugging lazy. ) :
Sat:

Went for chem remedial in the morning till 11.30.
Realised i forgot to bring wallet, LOL.
Waited for mum to pass me wallet
Headed to Raffles to meet Paris.
Chat/slack
Cut hair at peninsula
Headed back to Raffles,
Chat/slack - Felt sad after hearing something about C! :(
Took bus home, didn't see C. :(
Slept
Slack with cousins
Slept

Sun:

Tried calling sister P many times, got disconnected. I'm hope she's okay. :( Seriously. I'm worried about you man sissy.
Slept again, LOL
Woke up, use comp. (:

And slack , slack, slack. :D My life super slack. I don't like studying anymore. :( I'm sorry, my spirit for studying is dead. DEAD. Goodbye.

KIKI

2010-02-24T04:59:00.000-08:00

Please don't tell me you're leaving.

I wanna buy a camera lah! :( Saving up, hehe. Probably getting on during june okay! :D Or earlier? :D Anyway, today school was awesome & super slack! Hahaa! PE was great! Volleyball. Though abit the slack ah. ;x . After school, headed to parkway with H, Z & C. :D . Ate MOS, hahaha! :D Then headed to cotton on, tried a dress. S- Just right, just that the sleeve part abit the funny. XS- Too small! Small like abc , make me look super fat! Didn't bought it in the end.

Headed to pops after that, bought foolscap, pens etcetc. Im seriously inluv with coloured markers okey! You can buy for me one whole box of them and i'll luv you like abc omg! :D Really! Though i have like, how many at home, probably 200plus but it just adds to my collection, hahaa.

Oh yesyes, had poly talk today. I'm really definitely + chop going poly already! Seriouz. Don't ask me why, cause i like, cannot ah. :D Okay. Just that im not going nanyang poly, obviously. Cause that poly only excels in IT. I'm going to Temasek! Still wanting to study Architecture interior and designing! This is still my dream choice. But still might consider Aerospace engineering/electronics or aviation management & services. Really, Still i hope to get into design (Y). :D Okey, Byebye. :D

KIKI.

2010-02-22T04:16:00.000-08:00

Do i even deserved this.

Whats the fucking problem with my life man, it's so fucking screwed, nb. Seriously, just fuck off lah everybody. If you're trying to make my life worst then fuck off from my life. I don't need you to make my life better you fuckers. This and that, never ending. Fuck, fuck fuck this life. Ass. Say im turning naughty? Fuck you what you want. I gave you a fucking $250 for you to buy your fucking jeans and this is what i get you fucking idiot. -'-

2010-02-21T02:51:00.000-08:00

I don't want it to end like this.

knnbccbkpkb. :( No mood, no mood, no mood, shucks. :( Waiting for your sms till i wanna die/bangwall/cry. It's not someone whom i love, but rather someone whom is close to me, someone whom i care for. I told you i didn't want to lose you, but looking at what's happening right now, it's sooner or later. Yesterday, you told me, you honour your sisterhood & brotherhood with me, and we'll never disown. Listening to that, there's a moment of happiness in my heart, i'm relieved. But yet again, i thought about the past. Remembering how much we used to sms, the whole day, to now, probably >10 a day. I understand you're busy with your life, etc. But do you ever know that it's hurting me? I want to be like 常在心 in 唐心风暴. Though we live in our own lives, but at least its great knowing that there is someone there for you, giving you support, be it morally or emotionally, care & concern, and protection. And to me, that'll be you. This isn't a love issue. Really. I just treat you as a close companion :'(

& ofc, thank you sister Paris. Knowing you was one greatest gift from god. God bless you.

&Hanyan:
I seriously treasure this friendship that i have with you. I'm determined to make it a nice one. Really. Im sorry if i neglected you for the past few weeks. Things aren't good for me. I have alot of things to think about, problems, troubles and etc. Don't feel that way. My results are dropping too, thats why i was quiet in class etc, and not as active as the past few years you've known me. I know what you feel, cause right now the same thing is going in my heart right now. Im sorry. Whatever it is, you'll still be my bestfriend, that's my promise to you. Cheerups, my friend. I'll be there for you too. I'll make sure we'll spend the times we had together beautifully. <3

KIKI.

2010-02-19T23:43:00.001-08:00

Erase everything off my mind.

_l_

Fuck. My. Life.

2010-02-15T22:01:00.000-08:00

It must have been love, but it's over now.

Gonna visit some aunties later, the same old aunties again. :( I don't like that family lah, gr. Everything also need comment one, wtf. Angpows also collect from them already, maybe left some only, heh, quite pathetic lah, my angpow collections, since idk much relatives. Or even we DONT have that much relatives. (:

Never chiong this new year, heh. Who cares? ^^; I get >12 points happy liao, don't want give myself too much stress. Interior Architecture and design (T22)! Temasek poly! Let's do it baby. :D

Shit me, hehehe. I have been planning what to do after Os \m/ heh! Though its 9 more months. yes EXACTLY 9 more months! \m/ Today's the 16th feb heh. Oh yes tomorrow have school! Siansations. :( Me don't likey. :( Shall endure heh. :D Can't . Wait. For. 16. Nov. :( Bye.

KIKI!

2010-02-14T22:32:00.000-08:00

If love is blind, I'll find my way with you.

Changed blogskin. Finally. Haha. Aunts, Uncles, Relatives at my house now. Kay, i'm too tired to blog. Blog later, bye \m/ .

KIKI!

2010-02-13T02:41:00.000-08:00

Memories will be kept within us.

Last day of work. A big thankyou to those who've made my working experience this 3 months a very memorable one. I will always remember you guys. RafflesCity '09-'10. (: Today is new year eve, most shops aren't open, so yeah. Guess not much people knew it was my last day today. Still, i thank everybody. (: Kinda sad and cried alot later on, hahah. Was emotional. :( Thankyou to encheng, steven, honeyParis, brother, and ofcourse, those who've known me? (:

I really miss raffles. :( Really, i don't wanna leave that place, but i had to. :(
I miss the toilet, LOL. But there's where i spend like maybe 1/6 of my day in? (: and it's clean too.
I miss looking at toastbox then laugh at steven.
I miss walking over to Paris's pushcart and slack with her.
I miss eating together , lunch, dinner and etc with P.
I miss doing our usual handshake with P.
I miss S bro coming over and talking to me.
I miss smiling to the cleaners.
I miss looking at the fucking management and cursing them.
I miss going to marketplace.
I miss the busride with P.
I miss encheng's "have you eaten."
I miss going to the carpark with P to look for C.
I miss the bannerguys! <---- Elaborate later.
I miss asking P "Is your boss coming today."
I miss going to Gio for meatballs.
I miss going to PaperMarket.
I miss going to ANBC.
I miss making fun of P.
I miss gossiping with P.
I miss sharing my problems with S Bro.
I miss S Bro usual "Hello good morning my sister!"
I miss S Bro's walkietalkie noise hehehe. <:
I miss looking out for C.
I miss telling Paris how much i'm crazy over C.
I miss asking Paris to go carpark with me to find C.
I miss everything.
I miss Paris, Steven, S Bro, Encheng, and everyone else. <: Thanks.

Now, talking about the bannerguys. Hehehehe. Feel so excited and much to say talking about them! :D The bannerguys are simply. H-O-T. (: Seen them since x'mas last year, felt they're dam hot so always when they hang around near the shops at Paris's area, me and Paris would be like omg come lets sit here and look at them. (: Then. Slowly. Whenever i go, CONFIRM will see them. We not stalking them, is like coincidence. Seen them so much until always they also know we trying to look at them. And worst, for the next few weeks, EVERYWHERE WE GO, WE SEE THEM. It's super fated! Paris said it's cause of me that we kept seeing them. Cause when she's working alone, she nvr see them. But with me, she kept seeing them! So, we started to avoid them. To let them know we not crazy over them. But, WHATTHEHELL. It gets worst! Where we go, also still see them! Its like we walk up escalator that time, they at that TIME at escalator there, walking pass the escalator! :( So P and me was like, oh fuck see la! Then, always whhen im looking at the escalator, suddenly see them! LOL. Got one time even more funny. Cause i was counting. Saying " Eh P, I count to ten. If C don't come down from the escalator, then i'll go back to my shop" And guess what, when i hit 0, the banner guys came down instead of C. :( See how fated is this man!! Even paris say maybe next time my boyf from there. Hope so hahahah! :)

(: (:

Kay, I miss the times. Bye. :)

KIKI

2010-02-10T03:49:00.000-08:00

I want 999 red roses from you on valentine's.

Hehe. (: Done e/a maths, whoosh. Feel so free, that i can sleep anytime i want now! HAHAHAHA. Time check: 7.52pm. (: And i haven't sleep yet, yay. What's your problem. I like sleep during the afternoon cannot ah. :( People pig, you human what. Oh yeah! Today went VideoWorld with Zokocrunch. Dam cool, LOL. I saw 2 of my husbands there. (: Bosco & Kevin omgomgomg. I wanna tear down the poster liao lah! ;(

Stupid dog outside my house keep barking. Non stop. Scare me lah pls. New year's on sun. Can't wait, hahaa. Got more $ eh. But sadly, can't celebrate v'tines. Aw to those couples. :( Please loh, don't say me & him together or what k. I stuff a scissors up your ass then you know. :b -Kay, i feel the pain, LOLOL.-

Uh, sat last day of work leh! Walao, i miss there. Okay maybe not. Cause so many 38womans, kpo king/queen, asshole, bitches. :( Only kind people are P, Maybe steven(maybeonly) , HAHA, Encheng, brother, and maybe.. And Mr.CuteGuy. (: Yah the rest can go eat shit k. First, there's this ckp who keeps COMING TO ME. -'-. Secondly, there's this fucking management who keep spying on me and complain about me to the walkietalkie! -'- ( SO TRUE LA PLS, STAND INFRONT OF ME COMPLAIN TO W.T (Y) ). Thirdly, there's this aunty who keeps scaring me and touching my hair, too. Ew. Kay pls, she super naggy, i see her i wanna run. But i know dam bad, but sorry uh. :( Me try be better person. HAHAA.

All in all, it's super scary! But thank god i have people there for me, hahahahah! :D But horh, seriously, i hate the management abcdz. I can complain to you non stop about the management k, but im just too tired now. What time should i sleep today. Have been sleeping at 12.50, 1 plus everyday. Just to pei people sms. See what a nice girl i'am. ;) Ya loh. Its like i slept at 11, then wake up at 12 to sms. (: Me niceynicey. Kay, crap post. hehehe.

Daddy's home. My sotongbeehoon! ;D

KIKI

2010-02-07T06:38:00.000-08:00

It's worth waiting for someone you love.

Heh. Just back from work kekeke. Havent done most of the hw, die. :) Havent even study geog, double die. Went out shopping with mum today. I love her man! :D Thanks mum! HAHAH. Love my big bro too. HEHE. :P
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-Goes in to bro's room-
Me: Eheh, hello! Look at my new year clothes! Nice or not!
Bro: Eh okay.
Bro: Eh not bad.
Bro: Ya quite nice.
Bro: But why you so fat uh? You look very fat.
Me: Wtf.
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Am i that fat! :( Sighsigh, okay. DIET. Bye.

KIKI.

2010-02-06T07:36:00.000-08:00

My heart's too weak.

Hehehehe. Just reached home from work. ;D I wanna go to the art museum one day! I (L) art omg. ;( Dunno why everytime i see art pieces, i really really thought of how the person manage to do such a fabulous art piece. Really, jealous y'know! Lucky honey P said she wanna go to the art museum with me one day. (L) Honey P. :D

This week wasn't a good week for me. Kept thinking of the same old thing. My heart's really weak to think of anything else. Maybe only YOU can cheer me up. The one and only YOU. (L) Im extremely glad ( ironic isn't it? Just now i said i was sad the whole week, now i said im glad. K, wtv.) that honey P. listened to me and got back to her feet, bringing me back her old self! ;D (L) K crap post. :(

KIKI.

2010-02-03T05:47:00.000-08:00

I like the way it is now.

See. I have a problem! I went home and i sleep, AGAIN. I don't know why! I really need to change my stupid habits. Grr. :( Okay. Timecheck - 9.48pm. :B i'm gonna go to bed soon \m/ HEHEHE. Ya, Im a pig, 开心吗？I luv sleeping. Sleeping is beautiful. (Y)! ;D

HAHAA, I hate pg. 29 of the discovery magazine. Super suay can! ;( Choy pls. I'm not going to get those bah. Oh god. Don't scare me. Rotten left eye. Ew. Shit. Gonna get goosebumps all over. -Shivers-. After school went out with the usuals. Rosa, Zh, Hy, Oli, Cherie. ;) Awesome clique. HAHA. (L) Went to video world hehehehe. :P It's so comfortable there! (: I'm loving it.

ANYWAY. I have nothing much to post. :( :( :( . Okay. Bye. (L)

KIKI.

2010-02-02T04:41:00.000-08:00

No matter how i tried.

Dam! 我很累好不好! It's now a habit for me to sleep in the afternoon! Afternoon naps ftw. \m/ Gonna stop all these pigging soon. ;D Last weekends were a really problemsome one! :( Especially when my honey P was feeling down all day! Glad that she's fine alrdy. heheheheh. ;D

And all i wanna say was fuck the management! They just complained me again, holycow. :( I heard it man, i heard it. Even if you like wanna complain about me, don't need complain until so obvious right! One day they'll push me to the point where i'll burn their whole office down. Just you wait man, bitches. ^^

Kinda miss P since i didn't have a proper talk with her during the weekends. Hope she's okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Sometimes P and C never fails to make me laugh! They're like the most jokers ever. I swear. \m/

Eating icecream now! I'm growing fat soon! Maybe 1g/min! ;( But but but, i've lost 1 kg! That's a good thing, i suppose. I wanna go on diet man, dammit. -looks at tummy- Shit, it's really big. Currently addicted to SNSD's Oh! Don't know why the first time i listened to it, i find it sucky. But if you continue listening to it, then you'll start loving it! ;D . Maybe going out to vivo next fri with clique, can't wait. (: HAHAHAA, but I must not spend so much. Save, save, save! (This reminds me of xiang yun's shop and save advertisement.) Okay, off to do emaths! \m/ Bye!

KIKI.

2010-01-25T05:25:00.001-08:00

Walking down this lonely road.

I'm still having headache la, dammit! Hahaha. Unlimited sms rock ass! :b Like now, i can sms without worry-ing that every sms i send, i'll have to pay extra! :) HEHEHE. It's so cool man. Best invention ever hahahaha. Headache every now and then. My health is failing me. :( Pretty afraid of my health. Okay dam, i am finally able to go in to the facebook web. \m/ .

KIKI.

2010-01-20T07:02:00.000-08:00

It's not that simple.

Hehehe. I'm luving my blackberry curve! Haha! ;D Shiok siol! I'm going change phone this june too. Wahahaha! :b So, i feel so happy when there isn't a test th following day. Yep! (: HAHA. Meaning i can sleep early, woo! People be pig cannot ah. :x

Yup. I'm starting to forget him. And i know i can do it. (: Don't really miss him that much now, as compared to last week. Takes time though. I (L) Bosco, Raymond, Kevin! (L)(L)(L) Just saw their pict today on my ipod. Hot to th max. :b

Heheheh (: So, nothing much to post today. At least i posted! (: To those who're reading: Tag ley! Give some face lah! :( :(

- Cheerups, boy. \m/

KIKI.

2010-01-19T06:02:00.000-08:00

Everything is going against me.

Started going out with others, leaving me alone, not waiting for me anymore before going other places, walking away with new group of people. Well.. what more can i say? Maybe i deserved all this for being a lousy friend all these years. Sigh. Life's seriously a hell for me, man. First love, friendship, money, studies. Forget it. I don't expect much from this life anyway.

KIKI.

2010-01-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

Okays, going off to work soon. :[ Siao, k. Looking at you reminds me of the past. Somehow, i suddenly miss you. ;[

FML FML FML. When will i get out of this heartbreaks?! From

today onwards, 160110, i will try my best not to think of anyone

of you. I'll try. Not a promise. But i'll try. 160110, you will be out

of my heart. 160110 3.57pm, KikiYuenChiTeng is not letting

anyone takes her heart. Bye. :(

2010-01-15T23:11:00.000-08:00

Because i always believed in you.

I didn't believe you will actually do it. :( Didn't believe my eyes. 'Cause whatever i heard, i thought you wouldn't. :( But you've changed. :( I wan't your old self. You used to be like a respectable yet caring guy, up till now. You used to be someone with confidence, and someone who had a firm belief on things. But yet again, you've changed. :[ You might not know that i'm refering to YOU. But seriously, i'm kinda disappointed in you today. :( Please bring back your old self. :(

Byebye. :(

2010-01-12T06:18:00.000-08:00

How i wished that all these won't happen to me.

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why am i so stupid, waiting for you to start talking to me? Why? Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Why am i so stupid to think that you'll still be texting me? Why? Why am i so stupid to hope that whatever 'new message' i have, it is from you? Why am i so stupid to scroll down my MSN contacts just to see if you're online, then start waiting for you to talk to me? Why! Why! Why! ;(

It's always easy to say it's over. But whether my heart wants to let you go it's another thing. That's a totally different thing. But all the messages that comes, it's not from you. It've been days since you last talked to me. How many days, i'm really tired to count. I kept thinking of you. I'm not even sure whether you'll still be reading my blog. I hope so. I totally agree with the sentence " With love comes another heartbreak " So. I guess this is the 3rd time im experiencing another heartbreak. I'll get used to it soon.

I . shall. try. to. stop. thinking. of. you. from. today. onwards, 12. jan. 2010. 10.31pm. Boy, do takecare, though i will still miss/think about you, i will try my best not to.
KIKI.

2010-01-10T06:39:00.000-08:00

I need you boo.

Where are you? I miss you. I've been waiting, and waiting. Everyday, i sing to myself " Where'd you go, I miss you so." Imissyouverymuch.
And, i fucking hate the management lah! Complain complain complain! Get out of my way lah, bitch. Seriously. If anything happens, then i curse you. Bye.

KIKI

2010-01-06T07:30:00.000-08:00

To see you once again, my love.

I'm so bored. :x Seriously! Argh! Asking the pig to entertain me, HAHA. :D Tomorrow have supp class! ]: Me don't like leh! But lol, who likes it anyway. Man. I really need to get that distinction for chinese. 31st may. Oh my god. The thought of it is killing me. Nevermind! To all the express chinese friends out there! All the best okay! Let's aim for a distinction yep! & Thanks to mum, dad, bro for supporting me! heheh! You guys just made me feel better!

Okay back to the topic. I'm So Bored! Oh yeah can't wait! I'm working this friday oleh! :P HAHA. :D Cause the girl's off yeh! This rocks. :D After school i'll be going to work oleh! :D Sec 4. Fun? Obviously not. Okay i don't feel the pressure yet, but the thought of studying makes me stressed up argh. But, i'm so gonna relax first, yeah really. :D

Ohmygod, I'm really bored that i'm using up all my braincells to think of what to blog! Ok Hmm pig suggested me to lie down and fantasize so i can sleep! So im going to follow his orders and do that! See i'm so nice, right pig? :D

Byebye.

KIKI.

2010-01-01T08:54:00.000-08:00

Reaching out for the love that seems so far.

This post is specially dedicated to the cute lil pig lah k. *I kept my promise right? ^^*
Okay. Thank you for being so patient since yesterday! :) THANKYOULAH! :x You're the sweetest too k. Thanks for the sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeets and stop pigging okay! :DD Don't jealous if i blog abt my bro more than you. I will blog more abt you from now on lah k! HEHEHEE. :P Please stop sleeping so late, stop calling me pig ( only i can call you that. :D ), and .. please be more careful after what happened today! Thankyouthhankyouthankyou for accompany-ing me when im bored k.

Now, ladies and gentlemen, i have the sweetest pig friend lahh k. -You happy now pig?- . Okay bai world.

GOODNIGHTS, Tomorrow last day of work! D:

KIKI.

2009-12-30T08:30:00.000-08:00

Life is like a piano.

Almost got run down by a car. The car was speeding towards me. I stood there, telling myself " Byebye world" in my heart. I stunned thhere quite long. There was a long long screechy horn. And the flashlights kept flashing brightly. Thank you my honey paris for pulling me away in time! Thankyou! If not i won't be here anymore. Thankyou!

And thankyou king pig for the sweets! :x Don't jealous lah k. You're the best too lah. Thankyou! HEHE. :x Oleh, good news. My working day extended to sat! Meaning i have 3 more days to go oleh! Can spend more time with bro & paris & peiqi. :D Oleh! Walaoehzx, why people keep thinking im 17/18!?!? Am i that old roar! So many guys got shocked when they found out my age! What's wrong with me being 15! ]: Sad lah, i look old alrdy. ]:

Sialah, hehehehehehe. :P Oh yeaaaaaaa, today phone died halfway, asshole sia. I kept complaining i swear. To paris & peiqi. HAHA. I kept saying " OI, GO HELP ME FIND SAMSUNG CHARGER." Cause cause i was messaging that pig & bro halfway, then suddenly it got FLAT at 4pm. Pissed sia, lucky pig found me later & passed me the sweets. Thankyoupig! :x And bought orangejuice for bro! :D HEHEE, woah tdy i drank 2 cups of orangejuice! That toastbox guy keep suan me D; . [!!!]

Kay, i want be queen pig alrdy. (HAHA) byebye. <3

KIKI.

2009-12-19T17:49:00.000-08:00

Girls just want to have fun.

365 days. I'll be back. I wish you all the best. D; Haiiiiiiiiiis. 10 more days to .. End of work. I still have lots of untouched homeworks omg. And its 9.53 am alrdy lol. 1 more hr i'll be at my workplace O: ! :x Can't wait for Christmas eve. LOL. Having dinner with peiqi & paris & i guess i'll reach home at 1am O: ! looool. & christmas, ofcourse. But i'm not celebrating christmas this year i guess, just collecting pressies. :D

I want that river island wallet. I want that topshop dressssssss. I want that dp baggggggggg. I want my m)phosis baggggggggggg. STUPID LA. Stupid m)phosis never sell that bag i wanted. I everyday go up and check lor. Ok stupid sia all i want the things so ex. Bang wall omg. D; Heheheh after i get my pay first ba. Thn at the same time go ____ buy my stuffs aaand at the same time visit bro & paris. Wow killing two birds with one stone cool. O: This is epic cool abc.

& i feel so sad this few days. Ass la. Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz . K zaijian. Fuck life.

KIKI.

2009-11-27T06:35:00.000-08:00

Things don't work out as easily as i thought it to be.

3rd day at work! Learnt lots of stuff! Hope i can apply them in future. Like how to attract people and go forward and approach them. However, on another hand, working is tiring! But fun at the same time too! hehe, quite slack though. But kept yawning while working omgbbqz. Especially in the morning! But still, a big pat on my shoulder! By myself, of course! ;x

Ooh, chalet's next monday. Gotta rush to hand in my individual chemistry report to miss lui before heading off to work till 5 and then rush to pasir ris for class chalet! Wow, Cool. Anyway. It's not that i forgot to do my report, just that i was away last whole week to hongkong, so i'm unable to hand my report on last tuesday. I'm glad that miss lui still accepted my work though. Thanks!

1 more month to school reopen. Let's do this. I'm going to come up with a long list of new year resolution for the year 2010, and try to fulfil my targets. And believe in myself. (: Things will rebounce when they are at the lowest point! So, I gotta believe in myself! I wanna be more confident. I really want to achieve that. I hope i do. Oh yesyes. Improve my english & chinese too. Trying hard. But i hope i manage to get my desired product. Off to do something else. Till then.

xo, KIKI.

2009-11-22T07:30:00.000-08:00

So that i won't disappoint you any further.

kekeke. Today is sunday! (ohwell everybody knows that.) tsktsk. Gotta get a haircut on tues. Starting work on tues actually :P, And im doing it alone. ;] Don't ask me for slots/space cause it's full! Sorry guys! (: hehe. Omgee. I wanna go on diet. I wanna go on D-I-E-T. Shit. Hehe. Been eating like a madsickcrazyidiotbuffaloishtigerishcowishzebraish dog. Okay. This is epic cool. Yeah man.

Been Habbo-ing, and habbo-ing and habbo-ing. Im addicted omg, Gotta stop tht addiction. Anw, when i start work, i dont hv tht much time to habbo anymore. Tht's great dude! I think im turning into nutspeanutswalnutsalmondnuts. Seriously! My post makes me look hyper+crazy. And ohoh, class chalet's this monday. Not sure if i should go. hehe. :] Maybe i will, but im darn broke gah.

I want to sleep. I want to slack. I want to live. Ooh, i went taonan recently fr my sis guad ceremony and i found this quote real meaningful. "Live to learn and learn to live " It's omgawdwtfbbqporkish cool! oh iluvmyipod tyvm. And iluvmyfamily. Iluvmycomp. Iluveverything. K, crap post. wadepak. D; bai.

xo, KIKI.

2009-11-20T20:55:00.000-08:00

I guess we shouldn't go on any further.

Im back from hongkong! O: Omgee. Gonna real miss the food there, the crazy shopping, the shops, the people, the everything! D: Hongkong's much cooler than singapore. It's so hot in here omgee. Oh yeah! China's worst. 6-7deg. Crazy. I'm still wearing short pants there HAHAHA. But i can't stand it and quickly bought a pair of black jeans! (: Even when you're wearing the jacket/long pants, you'll still feel dam cold, like you gotta tuck your hands in your pockets. HAH. Nice experience for me though. (:

I really spend zomg lots on this trip. Gotta stop spending money alrdy! Thanks to daddy & mummy ;D . Iloveyouguyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys. gwahhaha. But still, i haven't bought my sch shoes. Uh-oh. :P Seriously, OH YA. I forgot. D;

Happy Birthday my dearest DADDY! (:

Thanks for making me happy (: I really love you. But at times, you made me angry, me too >:] ! I love your smile, your laughter, your courage. The man who sacrifices for his family, to make his family happy. And that's you, dad. Iloveyouuuuu. xo .

heheheheh. Overall, i'll rate this hk trip Extremely satisfied! (: tsktssssssk. Oh ya my plane was delayed yesterday hmph. D; Oh now i realised plane food's nice wahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Would want to return there next year! Daddy says okay. But he says maybe he'll bring us somewhere in the states woooooooooooooooooooooooo. Okay. Im not sure mwahhahaha. Okay bye! :P
Ilovemyfamily! (:

xo, KIKI.

2009-11-14T06:19:00.000-08:00

'Cause nothing lasts forever.

Hongkong from 15-20 Nov, do miss me babehs. xD. Haha. I kept playing my blog song (Im yours) and the people inside my room got irritated tsk. But who gives a damn! (: Super excited for tomorrow. hehehehe. Planning to wake up at 4am tomorrow. Then, Rest in the plane. Hope we don't be late, No we wont pretty please D; .

I remembered last year, we arrived at the airport 30 mins before our flight. And the person didn't allow us to board the plane. My mum was like, " omg, please? We have 6 people in our family leh." Cause, if we didn't board that plane, the money spent on plane tickets are wasted. Then the woman continued her " nono. cannot. " Then finally, she let us in, without checking in. Meaning, our heavy luggages have to be hand-carried (to the airplane!) , cause the trolley or whatever to transport all the passenger's heavy luggages have been moved to the plane storage area. That was, SCARY. D;

Hope we don't take our own sweet time. D; Yes, really. ): I'll be bringing my notebook there too, so, i'll be online at night. Miss me. Really have lots of things to buy. Shoes, Handbags, Clothes, etcetc. HEHEHE. :P . If i'll have the time or if i see anything i'll buy for you k, lovelies. D; Okie dokies, off to pack my luggage. Jealous much peeps? :P .

xo, KIKI

2009-11-04T23:05:00.000-08:00

I don't know whether I should go on.

Truncated is boring D: , tsktsk, I really feel sad after knowing some stuffs about people in our level yesterday. I wish them all the best, i guess. Something's been troubling me lately. Should I? Or should I not? Gotta give myself some time. By the way, if you don't know what i'm talking about, then its okay. (:

I think Chemistry's gonna be difficult. Since the introduction of Mole, I did not really understand certain stuffs, but yeah, I'll try to understand. Hongkong next ... SUNDAY ;D , Till nextnext fri [: , do miss me okeh. xD .

O level's 1 year time, gotta buck up next year alrdy. Seriously. Still deciding which school to go. Probably poly! After hearing my aunt who said that her friend's daughter studied like mad, really mad, but still failed her overall. My bro's 2 friends also have to retain this year. JC's not as easy as I think, I guess im going to Temasek POLY! :D , yesyes, temasek! [:

Sometimes I feel sick & tired of everything. EVERYTHING. I regretted doing many things, and seriously, sometimes I really feel like sleeping forever, leaving everything behind. But come to think of it, is it worth to leave your family members + your friends behind? Absolutely no way.
I really treasure whatever i have now, i guess. My family. I love them. But sometimes, I felt that I've disappointed + angered every single one of them. I did many things that made them feel angry/frustrated. Especially to my elder bro. I really hope to change. If one day my family falls apart(choy!), then i would be the cause of everything. What's wrong with me. I gotta wake up and change. I hope i do. Give me more time.

Thanks guys, for everything. (: This is just another reflection kinda post. Ok , bye.

xo, KIKI.

2009-10-31T02:56:00.000-07:00

The feeling's not there anymore.

Came to revive this ~~arsehole~~ stuff. Just baked Oreo Cheesecake just now, waiting it to cool, I hope it will be a success? This week was, slack! Seriously HAHA. Frisbee was cool, shiok, nice, lame, great, interesting, and whatever you can describe it!

Seriously, I don't know what to post in this post. Grr. Oh yeah, before i forget:
Whoever who have a job recommendation, pleasepleaseplease, sms me/ Msn me. Okeh, ty babeh.
There's still truncated next week, good/bad? O: , HAHA. Sucked for this year end, but still in Principal's Honours List, ON DAH DOT. (: Cool Shiet! Hongkong after truncated, 15-20 nov, you gotta miz meh babeh! xo .

& before i go, good luck to the sec 4s taking Os! Do us proud! :] .

xo, KIKI .

2009-10-13T02:52:00.000-07:00

'Cause I don't wanna go any further.

I became a happy kid 'cause EOYs are over! (: Can't wait to go out with my parents to buy the things i wanted tsk :x . Felt that I've slacked alot for this EOYs and didn't take it seriously. That's the reason why i felt that all the papers were tough. Maybe this teaches me a lesson not to take things too lightly. Thats life, I shall wait for next tuesday. [:

I don't know where should I go over the weekends [: . Mummy said she wanna bring us to Kbox! ;D I'm so happy haahhahahaha. (: Seriously, I'm so happy its over its over omg its over!
Anyway, I won't be going out with friends that much 'cause, im broke! ); So go also no point, make me feel even more jealous. Nwah, anyway if i go with mummy then she'll pay for my stuffs!

Even good news! Probably going to Hongkong/macau/China right after the holiday lessons! Gonna have a HUGEEEEEEEEEEE shopping spree there. Man, i love hongkong! [: & it's gonna be chilly and cooler than Singapore! Can't wait! ;D

K, End here. Update again soon. Bye.

xo, KIKI .

2009-08-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

Because you live.

This post is specially for my bestie crystal ;
Dear Crystal,
I know today is your worse day, most sad day in your life. (probably, I don't know.) It really hurts to see you crying and all, and the worse thing is idontknow why it just happens to be you. I know it really hurt to have your wallet/ your ipod stolen and such esp when there's your hard-earned savings in it. I really curse the person who stole your wallet cus that person's is just .. I don't know what to say. But however it is, i hope you cheer up ok! So i can continue bullying you. I know its hard for you to cheerup and it's easy for me to say " just cheer up lah " cos I'm not the one experiencing your pain. But i know how you feel and whats gone can't be retrieved back no matter how much tears you've lost, how much you've cried. I seriously hope you cheer up ok! Im just 8 numbers away from you. If you need a listening ear, do give me a call .

To that ~~bitch bastard asshole idiot fucker~~ loser :
Seriously, what's wrong with you. Are you that pathetic to even go around stealing people's ipod & wallet? You steal cos you wanted it badly, am i right? But why can't you just save the money and get one fr yourself instead of stealing? Crystal's wallet & ipod don't drop from the sky, you know that yourself. She saved to buy her wallet, her pocket money & savings are inside, she saved to buy herself a new earpiece for her ipod and poof, just cause you're greedy, you stole it. IF you are a man, then return to her. Like put yourself into her shoes lah, do you find it fun to have your stuff stolen, esp when its your HARD EARNED MONEY that bought it? Crystal worked during the holidays, to buy the things she wanted, But you're selfish. You didn't even move your buttbone to work for the things you wanted. You just merely poke your hands into people's bag and get those stuff out. What a loser, might as well dig the rubbish bin yah ? Maybe people will throw some ipods and wallets in there for you.
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Crystal, cheer up ok! :D

2009-08-24T02:52:00.000-07:00

'Cos baby, the stage's for us tonight.

Long long long long time since i last posted. Thank me for reviving my blog. Woke up veryveryvery early today. 6am. Yesyes, it's veryvery early. Just to get a certificate & a stupid $20 popular voucher. Worse still, I'm best in lvl for Design & Technology. Yadada tht's the lamest prize i can ever receive. Not even the main sub, so im not going yayapapaya about it. :x

I heard tht Merit award prize winners got parkway vouchers instead of 'pops. I would rather take that like seriously! Like look, how many shops are there in parkway tht you can consider spending your vouchers in. Butbut, the $20 'pops voucher is better than nothing.

Got back several results today.
Chinese : 36/50
A Maths : 30/40
Geog : 17/25

Quite disappointed. Gotta start studying hard now. Its funny when I keep saying i want study but i end up not studying. I keep telling myself that i still have lots of time, but look. 5 more weeks to EOY. I thought that after common test is another sort of 'break' for me, but well, looking back, i gotta buck up.

My blog's so lame, so boring without pictures. I'll try to add in pictures in future. Sorry folks! Just yesterday, while i was looking at my contacts in msn, i came across one of my close online friend's display message.
It reads " Mum is always in my heart ): - Cherish your mum before she's gone.. " I knew tht something was wrong. Obviously, who in the right frame of mind would put some crazy display name. Yup & i found out his mum had passed away.

Pretty sad to hear such news. Like I have mentioned in the past, what if one day your parents are gone. -touchwood-. I mean, they'll be gone ONEDAY. So you can't keep denying the fact tht they'll be with you forever. Unless in the case of 2012, if its true thn we'll die together. Treasure your loved ones, because they won't be there for you forever. It's too late to regret after your loved one's gone.

Long post, post again soon, when i have the time.

2009-08-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

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Abc la omg . D:
K bye. Very sian to continue.

2009-08-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

'Cause baby sometimes i think that you don't love me anymore.

what in the abzxgiusafhiugreytuehfbyuew in wrong with blogger! Its getting more screwed & screwed each day. WHATS WRONG! D:

Weekends - Mugging weekends. Ohoh & y'know what. (: Common test's ending in 4 more days ! Ok wierd that im counting down now when the paper haven even started ._. But oh, think of the bright side. Maybe next week can go crazy shopping with mummy&daddy! Can't wait. I mean C-A-N-T W-A-I-T. yesyes. [:

Ok shit im going out of point. Lets get back to the point. So there's common test next week and i wanna bang my head on the wall and i just finished studying some subjs and im so happy i want to jump and hit the ceiling. But wait, i only studied 2 subject which left me with ... HOLY 7 subs!

But 9 sub minus english ; chinese. HOLY 5 sub. Okay lets go for hard ones. Phy .. Chem .. Geog.

OH DAM . D; Don't wanna think abt it . Now, i'm gonna have a good little hot shower before i begin again. Yes thats my life, learn to accept it, kiki . :x

Ohoh btw ,

Note to all : I will be MIA-ING for this four days, no twitter, no msn, nothing. Okay! I promise. Uhh msn ... Okay maybe msn i will go . D: See i broke my pinky promise! ): Miss me okay babehs. (: I'll be back. (:

[/edit] Hi blogger, i can't bear to leave you. Its just after 3 min that i posted and im edditing again. ):

Note to self : Stfu and study.

[/Second Edit] Hi blogger, i really miss you. ohoh i forget to mention this. Whoever who bullies domo will receive 2 kicks on the butt plus one tight slap on your face. Ok i won't do it. Yes i won't just trying to scare you. Whoever who bullies domo ... YOU GO SUCK TOE & DIE. ):

2009-08-11T02:57:00.000-07:00

abcasdgiuadhasdiguasdgiuasd.

Hi. I hate sonia. She keeps going against me. ): Like uhhhh today there's no chair in the class and so i PURPOSELY go take her chair (: And she say i rude tsktsk. But hor th problem is she's not even using it. The chair's like untouched, hello? -.- And she looks so disgusting ahhhhhh. W.A.B

Tsktsk. Having pizza hut later during dinner [: Jealous much? Daddy don't want call for me curry baked rice ahhh. And my brother's crazy i think something's gonna happen? Seriously he have some kind of ATTITUDE PROBLEM. He's mad omg im so scared ~ And he's banging on the table like some szb omg worse . -cries.

Didn't really finish phy today la. But heard from cherie that page only left 2 qns . ^^ . Tsktsk (: Im so sleep i can fall asleep anytimeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Im so hyper & idk why. I think im nuts too. God. Ohoh and cherie stole my $1000 dollar note! & she managed to swallow it in 5 min. ):
Go die laaaah . My $1000. -If you believe this, go bang wall & see doctor k. (:

Post more later. Bye. Bro's birthday in 11 more days. (:

Those reading my post/blog/shit/spongbob YOU BETTER TAG. Or else ni qu si.

2009-08-09T03:27:00.000-07:00

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."
--Robert Heinlein

Screw blogger again. There's seriously something wrong with blogger uhhhhhhhh . ):
Changed my blogskin. Spongebob eh. Cute? (: The yellow's so nice laaa. So bright plus yellowely. LOL. Seriously I don't feel like blogging when blogger's screwd. It makes me wanna cry D:
Post at night. Bye.

[edited!]
I took 2 hours to edit properly my blogskin. Ahhhhhhhh. Post more later.

[edited!]
No sch tomorrow. I feel so S-H-I-O-K. Say it man, Shiokkkk. So maybe tomorrow going out(: Teeehee. Did i mention that when i'm editing my codes & stuff just now, and when i clicked the preview button, some ads keep popping out? But kay you'll go 'big deal' but its very annoying when those ads that pop out consists of girls without bra like you can see their boobs.
You will also say "You don't have meh". And i will say, yes i have, but its irritating when it pop up like everytime you wanna preview your blog. D:
I don't know what to blog anymore. And i am getting out of this moody-ness shit, i suppose? Hope I am. Thanks to many people who show their concern & such. Really appreaciated it. <3
I'll blog tomorrow, i hope. Goodnight world. (:

Waaait, last but not least,

Happy birthday, Singapore!

I love this country. Awww.

2009-08-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

Moody week.

Long time since i last posted. Kay. Not really long though. This week has been a really tiring & moody week. First, we're filled with so much test that can make me cry. Secondly i have to deal with some friendship problem. Thirdly i think that my health is failing on me.

What more can happen? There's still tomorrow to make my week better or worse. Who knows. I don't know whats wrong with me. Like seriously. Yesterday I cried like 5-6 times for nth. The tears just keep flowing out of my eyes. Which i dont know whyyyyyy. No one is scolding me still. Whats wrong? I ask myself that.

And im still down with sorethroat, swollen gum, and ulcer. Sighs. 1 more week to common test. Time flies, treasure your loved ones around you. (Haiz.)

Have you guys ever wondered, what if your loved ones really left you one day? Like really? I bet you guys don't even care and will go " there's still lots of time. " but wait, ( touchwood.) have you even counted how long you see your family a day? Lets say for sec 3s , we come home at around 5-6 everyday. And sleep at 11. Like we only see them for 5-6 hours.

Lets say we play comp for 1 hour. So that gives us 4-5 hours of see-ing them.Plus bathe, comp etc? We're down with pathetically 3-4 hours. How sad can it be? And time just flies like this. I don't want to curse anyone down here, but really sometimes that is life.

And sadly to say, almost everynight before i sleep, i think about this. Sometimes i'll cry. I told myself that I wan't to treasure life to the fullest, to treasure my loved ones. But can i do it, its up to me. But idk. Haiz.

What more can i say?

Really moodless. Don't want to blog any further. Bye.

KIKI.

2009-08-04T02:28:00.000-07:00

Fuck off la . -'-

Dam pissed with someone la, nb. See my pm you know who i pissed alr la , -'- .

To shengchieh :
I don't regard you as a friend anymore. Didn't trust you to fucking spread your mouth about him to philip and even RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. You like to spread alot ah ? Go spread who you like la ? And btw when i say cherie im making fun of cherie, not you. You don't use your fucking big mouth to spread to everyone la . Need microphone bo? Eh nb la. Ytd i alr so pissed alr you go rub salt into my wounds. Somemore ytd idk who ah , today i know the asshole is you.
When i keep quiet doesn't mean I want you to continue your fucking nonsense. If you like to makefun/think its funny/joke with me, then i'll tell you, nono. Because Im not going to talk to you until i feel like talking to you.
And stop saying out his name when you see me or talk to me. Because if you wan't to catch his attention, THEN JOLLY WELL DONT TALK TO ME. SINCE YOU LIKE HIM SO MUCH, WHY DONT YOU GO TALK TO HIM ? Seriously, i don't understand a fucking shit you're doing. Just to make me pissed? Well you've done that now.
You really disappointed me alot. You lost my trust in you. Which part you not happy, just tell me right in front of my face. Don't come make fun of me now cause YOU HAVE FUCKING PISSED ME OFF. Forget it, in otherwords, i've lost a friend. Bye .
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6/25 for geog .
Good / bad ? Idk .
Fucking no mood to post any further cos this 'shuaige' have to just fucking spoil my mood.
Bye.

2009-08-03T03:46:00.000-07:00

Okays blogger's still not working ._. agrhhh feel like tearing down th whole blogger la, nb. Anyway today much stuff happened in school, i guess everybody knows about it alr ah?
But to the person who have been keep spreading around (idk who.), i don't view you as a friend anymore. I told you cause i trusted that you won't go around spreading but you really made me lose trust in you. I now have lost trust in many people (excluding close frnds). Seriously, instead of helping us you're just making the atmosphere worst fr us by spreading so now everyone in the class knows about it. Now what more can I say? Think about it.

And im not pointing my finger at all of you and saying its your fault but seriously when you play truth or dare, why go around spreading it. And you expect people not to tell any of your secrets when you're the one spreading it. Don't give me that fuck face and hint/say about his name/ purposely call him when you talk to me, cause if you want talk to him, DONT FUCKING BOTHER TO TALK TO ME. You want my attention? Why don't go be an attention seeker?
Andand btw sorry ah. This post is for those who KNOW they have done it and should feel GUILTY about it. Nevermind. Doubt i will ever play truth or dare anymore. -'-

Tomorrow there's chem quiz, hope i pass lol. -.- Then followed by Hist & ss on wed. Finally i understand a single shit out of that. Okay i'll stop here anw I don't really have the mood now to elaborate further. Things have been pissing me off nowsaday. & don't say i PMS cos im not. Its just that people make me flare up so Its really pissing me off. Btw. If you don't know, I hate betrayers & friends who act to be close to me just to get some shit out of me. So, learn to close your big mouth, people.
* Ps. (Once again, im not refering to you if you know you didn't do it. Sorry.)

2009-08-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

Why isn't blogger working!
Its working fine yesterday and today its giving me the oh same trouble. Feel so pissed argh can't stand it anymore. Are there anyone out there that encounter this stupid -kickbutts problem or is it just me?! Was so happy that it was okay yesterday but died on me today again. agrrrh! Okay i'm getting abit of a naggy here.

Going to cousin house later on. Maybe meeting xx. I dont know? I'll see my mood :) HAHA!. Oh regarding the previous post, did i tell you thaaaaaaat yesterday wasn't aug , today is then 1st aug omg so dumb!

Tomorrow going to visit my grandmother's idk what at bishan colombarium ( or wdv you spell that ) . I miss grandmother )': . Only those who have encountered a loved one who left you knows how i feel.. Its like she've gone fr 4 years alr (2005) ; But we felt like she've gone just like .. months ago. Part of me still feel that she's beside me, watching my step. Whenever i do something sometimes i'll pretend i'm talking to her. Thats freaky you may say, but thats me.

Alright bye.

[/edit.] Oh my msen's not working too. Double fucks. -'- I will die without going to msen la, cheeeebongzx .
[/ double edit.] ohoh and i think im going deaf soon, my right ear can't hear properly laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . omg my sense of hearing D:

2009-07-31T04:36:00.001-07:00

Just this love, I promise.

ohoh , blogger's working again . (:
I still remember last year's tomorrow o2o8 . That day that is supposed to change my life. But it didn't. If we had stayed longer, tomorrow will be our first year being together. But i suppose its not now anymore. Whatever you're doing now, i just want you to be happy. Don't be sad cause I promised you that i will be there for you, even if we're together or not. You're getting emo over idk what these few days. I hope you stay cheerful like last year, hope you find someone better, & i wish you all the best. Just to tell you, thanks for being sucha good friend. Though we lasted not really long but i treasured that r/s. I hope you're doing fine now if you need any help, you can always tell me.

Btw, I don't like him anymore. I just like him as a friend. So ladies & gentleman, stop getting th wrong idea, tyvm .

These few days is sleeeepy. Especially today. Couldn't help but doze off in mariam's lesson. The way she talks is like chanting . 3 plus tests next week, am i ready? You know it.

Today had oral after school. Slept while waiting for a good 30 mins. Woke up, still not my turn. But classroom is quite empty laa . I tell you ah, i confirm fail one hor. I see everyword i stumble sia. The teacher even shake head leh. (: Then ah, my convo ah . I say shit to the teacher again leh. I never learn from mistakes one. Sighs. Screw chinese oral
Chinese oral sucks . Chinese oral sucks . Chinese oral sucks . Chinese oral sucks .

Teehee. Im getting super the sleepaye now. Can sleep anytime alr. Best. And btw, if you've noticed, i've change my style of blogging. LOL. I think its much neater & nicer. Comments?
Thanks & bye. -winks.

& to xx : Thanks for everything , for all your encouragement , your gifts to me & such. I hope that I don't disappoint you in any way or other. I hope things will work out fine between us. Sorry for the previous times . I will let you know when i'm ready to take on this step. Thanks once again, with love.

KIKI .

2009-07-29T04:03:00.000-07:00

This is gettting retardedddddddddddddddddddddd .
Blogger's not working fine
I dont feel like blogging .
Thats all fullstop .
Bye .

2009-07-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

What happened to blogger again ! Fuck it .
Whenever i see blogger in this stupid state i will feel like clicking th big red x and the top right handcorner of the post.
Aww well, back to the point.

Thanks mummy&Daddy for the iPod Touch! I promise to study hard for this exams :)

Oh didn't i told you? My parents bought me an iPod Touch, 16gb yesterday at vivo. teeehee. I love mummy&Daddy lots. Its actually a deal that i got it. Be jealous people, i know you want one. -Winks. Okay. I think Im getting too show-offy here. But i like! Does it matter? LOL Okay fine.. sorry lovelies! );

Today is freeeeezing cold. I went to school, sneezed more than 10 times. Down with flu & sorethroat! -Note to self: Bring lots of packets of tissue tomorrow!- Anyone wanna help me bring one box? HAHA. I bet no one will. Obviously.

This post is getting crap/short/junk/useless. Im tired and i want to sleep. Goodnight.

Oh waaaaaaaaaaaait . Before i go. I'm going to show off here again! I've completed my domokun set! Sort of. Items i currently have now: Domo soft toy (Small/Medium/Medium2), Domo Key chain ( small/Medium) , Domo Hp strap , Domo Lanyard , Domo pouch , Domo handphone pouch , domo mini sling bag, domo handphone rest , Domo tee, Domo panties , Domo bra , Domo tissue paper, Domo toilet bowl , Domo vacuum cleaner. Okay done! THATS ALL MY COLLECTION. TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Wait i still missing some things lor like domo pencilcase. Oh btw that domo bra & panties was just kidding! If you believe you gotta knock your head on the wall and make an appointment with your doctor. :)

Okay thats all really dead tired. Goodnight. PS ( Im not dead yet ).

2009-07-22T00:08:00.001-07:00

I'll never leave you .

Blogger's back okay again!
Hiphiphooray ! o-o .
I take back the "blogger sucks" Words . >;b

Today so slack heeeehees. :b
I love it.
Its like lesson until 11.10 (:
Meaning 1 period of lectureeeeeeeeeeeee .
Shiok to the M-A-X ! (:
Then aft got Racial Harmony Celebrations.
Went to some lame kdb sessionzxc . >:]
Heh , we did some experiment stuffs .
Then grouped together with 2 3H ( ithink) Malay girls :b
hahahzx dam funny sia their reaction . teeehees :b

Im sjb . ._.
:) . Idk why leys ,
I wanna have braces end of the year !
Mummy says she'll consider (: (:
Is that a good thing ? O_O .
Right, bye .

Cant put heartshapebehind name.
Sucha sucker. Stupid blogger ( there i go again . )

withlove, KIKI .

2009-07-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

I'll catch you when you fall.

Fuck blogger.
My blogger's screwed.
No mood to post any shit .

On the other hand,
Happy birthday my hun yunning,
Sorry cant bold/highlight/color wdv shit .

Blogger's sucha loser.
Feel like switching to lj / xanga.
I'll see how it goes right now first.

What the fucking cow shit.
Can't even align to the left.
Nb knn . _!_

Bye .

♥ KIKI .

2009-07-15T02:19:00.000-07:00

Everything is falling apart.

Cant believe you still don't trust me after xx years of friendship .
Haiz. Nevermind .. ):
When you want to know my secrets, i told you.
What about yours ? ):
Sighs. ):

2009-07-13T04:50:00.000-07:00

Its our love babeh.

Hahas . Bored . ):
Currently reading : Where rainbows end, By Cecelia Ahern.
This book uhr , Dam funny .
I laugh till stomach ache sial . LOL . O_O .
Like seriously, its darn retarded + funny HAHAHA . o-o .
I can read it within 3 days if i continue doing so ~
Anyway, Today woke up quite late, geees .
But reach school early abit . >;]
Thats call pro kay . O_O .

Hmm , then went eat cheesefries & cheeshotdog @ bbtea .
Seriously , i love it lur .

Nothing can stop me from cheese HAHA . o-o.

Kay im going nuts .

I love kevin cheng !

I love bosco wong !

I love domokun !

Oh ya talking about domokun .My parents came home on sat ,

And brought me one middle sized domo ,Handphone holder domo ,

Domo Keychain , Domo pouch . & whud arh .A mini domo sling .

SO COOL LUR . I DAM HAPPY KNOW . HAHAHA . o-o .

Kay . Im bored . abc . 123 .

Tomorrow have Pe, sianzxc .

Sadness , My life not fun de kay .

Everything so boring fr me . ):

Sighs . Oh & i found the exact & actual meaning of _______ !

HAHA . Dam happy . Shhs don't tell you . Goodbye . (:

WOOO DAM HAPPY TDY IDK WHY HAHA. >:]

Haha kay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-07-10T08:32:00.000-07:00

You brightened up my life.

Haiz .

I don't know why.

My feelings now is kinda frustrated, angry, unhappy, worried.

Sighs O_O.

Today is friday ;D. That should be a good thing.

But not for me . I dont know why either. Sighs ._.

After school played truth or dare, found out many secrets.

HHAHA o-o.

But im kinda disappointed at th fact tht ..

Nvm . Maybe it was that that makes me go moody the whole day.

I seriously can't stand people who play truth or dare

& try to say out some of the secrets to others who didnt play it .

Its bloody irritating, damn .

Kay so ..

I don't know what to say now either .

Its a bad thing or good thing i don't know.

A kind of mixed feelings are inside me , i wish to scream O_O

Kay nevermind , forget it !

Went home, eat , slacked blah .

Horny convo with horny people.

Dam sick lar. But im not telling too ;D

Somehow i realised almost all boys are curious & sick . -_-.

Nevermind , its normal for boys these days . >:D

Kays , I'll get going alr , Bye.

Its between you & me . :D

♥ KIKI

2009-07-04T00:51:00.000-07:00

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me.

Oh before starting my post,

THANKSBRYAN ! :b

Hahas .

Yay ! Bryan's so nice . >:D

He help me photocopy the whole chem thing know !

Omg , eh but not i ask him de he volunteer so yah

Anw i owe him one icecream too ~ :)

Ohandand , i think i'm gonna have H1n1 :)

Body ache , does that count ? xX .

LOLOL . ;].

Currently reading " Marley & Me "

Eh dam nice kay that book .

The mother or something have baby or something .

Then so cute lah as in the way th book describe .

Until i look up from my book & told my maid

I want have a baby ! ;].

EH THATS STUPID . kay la don't laugh ptttffffs .

My maid thinks im mad . xX .

Eh not my fault right . ): !#*&(!#!#)

Well open up your mind & see like me . ~

WALAO im yours really dam nice lah .

I can hear 10 times a day kay ! #*!^%*&!#^(!

>:D I think this is gonna be another crap post.

BUT BETTER READ . Its good I alr update lorrr .

Msen so fun . Can play with nudge, fkyou tool etc .

HAHA . dam fun wooohhhhh ~

>: You know what ? I really dont know what to say .

Oh ya yesterday i put my head down >3 sec right .

Then miss chen suddenly call my name ans qns .

(!#^!#*#)! Wlao her eye super eye. .

How she see de O_O .

Kay la best . Im bored . Kay bye .

If anyone out there is bored , sms me or something.

I'll entertain you >:)

Ohoh , did i mention before , i think im getting hornier & hornier . ? xX .

I think really lah . with influence from kelwin ):

OH PUDE REMINDED ME TO RELINK HIM >:D

Pude : I RELINKED LE KAY . >:)

♥ KIKI

2009-07-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love.

Someone's asking me for my blog add.
Should i tell him ? HAHA .
he's beeen beeeggging me <:

LOL . Kay la nowsaday quite bored like seriously ):
Even if turn on comp went bloghop / web / forum .
Also still so bored.

BUT IM IN LOVE WITH BOOKS HAHA.
K i dared kelwin to come my blog heheheh .
I gave him my url dno he will come .
Maybe he think its porn blog AHAHA .
Then won't come . But he dam horny minded you know . wtf .
And he suspects me of watching _ _ _ _ !
I don't la bodohzxc .

LOL . Kay .. tmr ..
Hm .. tuition ! ;D
Why am i so happy -changesmood-
Tuition ! ):):):):):
LOL . Kay random .
Crap post , read at your own risk :]

Hehehehe oh yeah someone said im taller than crystal
-runaroundincircles- :D
Hehehehehe.
And did i tell you that my mum suggested me working as tuition teacher
For pri school maths when i guaduate ( after O's ) ?
LOL thats insane but at least you earn some $$$ . :}

Hah , :)
Feel so bored, so bored ~ So bored ~ maybe i'll go back to reading my bookie.
Kay bai . <3

♥ KIKI

2009-06-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

Well open up your mind and see like me.

hohohoh .

2nd day in school.

Quite fun though . Heh . Just that a little sleepy at times

- yaaaawns . -

Ohoh ,

Wait . -.-

HappyBirthdayToMyDearestCherie:b

Roses are red

Violets are blue.

I'm fifteen years old,

And so are you :b

------------ Kay lame . anyhow de . ------------------

Lul .

Bored lah , nowsaday like back to my book craze O_O

Heh , okay what i love booookkkkkkks >:D

Its good to be a nerd , in the sense of booknerd O_O

Cannot isit ?!!#*&!^(!#

Eh fuck , friday my day taken up.

By cheena la omg .

Want die can .

Im like with one guy for remedial only ?

Eh wth sial . Only cus my CHINESE THT TIME OUT OF TOPIC = remedial ?

Simi logic lai de .

Somemore cher say , want buy assesment book for us do.

EH WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF .

-.-!

Like i dam free do chinese lah .

Please lor i think exams i don't even have a single chinese shyt in my brain .

I really no interest in chinese alr you ask me GO REMEDIAL!#*&(!#^*!# ?

Omg man . ):

Thats like hell for me .

Chinese's like DRAWING .

Draw words wth ..

Sighs . Life's NOT FUN ( maybe it will be . -winks- ).

2012 .. Will it be our end ?

Lets hope so :b

Heheheheheh .

Can't imagine how it will look like . Kay fullstop .

ohohoh . hmm . Aiya now i so not lookingforward to friday .

asscrap :l

Nvm , Eh dammit i think i getting hornier & hornier nowsaday.

Due to the influence of my STUPID. FRIENDS. ( not school de )

WTF . ):

Nvm . fine . Im horny fullstop . Beware of me >:D

JK IM NOT HORNY )($&*#^(!*&!#

Im pure & innocent man , beat that :}

Kay bye . Tired , want read book alr . ^^.

♥ KIKI

2009-06-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

I want nobody nobody but you .

Sup .
School holidays over soon .
Dam tired alr k .
Its 1.09 am ,
Feel like sleeping alr,
Short post nia .

Haha . Joined H.S.A .
Dam fun , we everyday have mass convo .
Then I didn't know H.S.A hr all hornsters & pornstar .
HAHA .
They kept introducing sites like ,
ahemahem .
Mr.Genetic's favourite web ! LOL . Im not gonna post it here >:)

Haha . Everyday HQ fun luh ,
Better than PRC loads , at least we joke & laughed .
Weren't close to the family for this entire holiday .
But i hope I'll change . Try to not get addicted over the computer .
As school reopens .
Then every sat will still be our shopping day , :].

Hais .
Father's Day have just passed .
A late happy father's day btw ,
Daddy , you know i love you :D
Thanks for supporting the entire family .
& just giving way to us , buying us everything we wanted.
When we go overseas, you didnt bought a single thing ( Its true )
And yet all your money you say you wanted to spend on us ,
So we'll be happy , and study hard.
Thanks for teaching me maths , Its great to have a father like like you.
Despite the rain , you still went on to deliver goods / to takeover lunch for th family.
During saturdays, you'll just take the extra mile to go back office to work .
I know as i grow older , I disappoint you alot .
I am not like before , I become more rude & disrespectful .
Im sorry if i angered you in anyway ,
But to me , you & mummy is the most precious gift from god, ily .

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Oh yeah , tomorrow H.S.A gonna have promotion ceremony >:D
I hope i have the capability to be a HR ,
Gene said that LR / MR those who have the capabilites will instant be HR . >:D
I want I want !

The end , im tired , nights .

♥ KIKI

2009-06-16T22:11:00.000-07:00

I'll follow you until you love me .

Lady Gaga rock asses babeh :].
Papa Paparazzzi ~

Oh i swear im wierd man. D;
Its like , owh . When I'm talking/suddenly thought of someone,
that person will either come online/talk to me/ suddenly appear.
Okay. You may say i'm freaky w/e for all I care . (;

Good news this week !
I'm like, accepted as Hablet's news reporter babeh ! :].
I know my english sucks but im accepted ! (;
God. So freaking happy. HAHA.
Hope this does improve my english a lil .
Got a little book craze nowsaday . (;
Currently reading " Ps, I love you. "
Its dam kewl omg O;
I can't describe but haha . [:
It's like how a girl lives through her days after her husband has passed away.
Dam touching & amazing :].
Rated 4 duckies :D

Oh yeaaaaaa . Talking about ducks,
Im in love with pigs & ducks ;].
They're so cute omgggggg .
Eh wait. Im talking about cartoonish ducks & pigs btw . :D
Cus they go quack quack oink oink & oinkeeeeys ,
:D !

Homework left english & maths,
Maths is horrible. Stuck at first qns, gawd . ];
Guess I'm gonna ask my tutor this weeeeek :]. Heh.
School's reopening in like , 1.5 more weeks ?
Dammit, If only I'm a school dropout how cool will life be .

Alrighteys , I'd better get going.
Kay, Bye !

♥ KIKI

Only noobs highlight this section & look here.

Look here and you're a noob :].

Bye noob [:

2009-06-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

And the sun, will set for you .

Me being th good girl is here to update again! ^^
Tomorrow there's geog & tuition again for me ,
see , i've told you i've no life. :b
Today in Habbo wanted to be Hablet's New's reporter .
Thn got interview .
Scary bodohzxc .
Got like 3 people down there asking qns ,
Somemore need to summarize some habbo news .
Hope i can be la xX .
HAHAH . thn i remember using smiley at th end of one sentence
Then got one interview-er whisper to me say don't use smiley .
Use punctuations . Omg sial . I hear heartbreak . I think lower my chances lor xX .

I havent done geog homework yet .
Which is due tomorrow . LORMS -.- wthell .
Its really dam hard lah . Maybe tomorrow thn do :b
Then plus all my freaking tuition homework . (:
Hais . June holidays 2 weeks gonna over.
How i wished we have unlimited holidays --- In my dreams :b

Thn next week whole week maybe staying over @ cousin house ,
They planning watch drag me to hell on monday .
Marcus asked me but idk i can make it or not .
See first luh okays ? [:
Really bored . I still left freaking A maths untouched.
I tried to solve th dam 1st qns but its alr so hard.
So give up alr .
Sian bodohzxc .

Okay la . I'll go . Short update only :b
Shall update tomorrow again xX . Nights .
Bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-06-07T06:36:00.000-07:00

I dont want anymore false hopes.

First week of holidays were great .
Went to th zoo on thursday . (:
I seriously seriously love going to th zoo,
Not including th stinky pooos & everything.
But its fun bodohzxc !
Like you get to watch many animal shows
& I feel like being a zoo keeper now .
Nah Joking! HAHA . o-o

Spent my first week mostly at home computer/ read book .
Havent do homework yet , :b
Plan to do so tomorrow ! (: , See imma good girl ^^v
teeeheeeheee :D
Kay .
Guys & girls , i dont like anyone nowwwwwwwww (:
So dont go on saying this that that this idk what that you talking anw .
I've made myself clear alr ,
I really dont like anyone now . :D ,
I believe , tht free of love is still th best ,
No point giving yourself false hopes & crying over some shit guyzxc ,
Like i said ,
No offence to guys ( if you're reading this )
However i guess no one comes to my blog to read alr ,
as seen from th pathetic lil' tags i have .

Nvm, dont tag also nvm.
Dont tag = No motivation to blog ,
:D Might as well close down blog, LOLOL .
& please, next time if you ask me tag your blog, i wont. :D
Okay ba , byes .

Oh yeah did i mention my mum spend 60 + 60 + 70 = 190 bucks yesterday buying me espirit shorts ? :D
I've got one hotpink , green & grey one now .
Sad no yellow . Im starting to love yellow like abc .
Well , i blog so much no one read = no one tag . so i'll go le bah . c'yah !
Kay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-05-31T06:26:00.000-07:00

Finally , i got hold of the eraser to erase you off .

Guess what ! i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Yellow ! (:

Isn't that surprising .

Nope , I REALLY LOVE YELLOW (:

Ohoh , i have another idol btw HAHA (:

KEVIN CHENGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG <3

& BOSCO WONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. :D

Waiting to watch more Hk dramas of them in it HAHAHA (:

Hanyan currently watching Last One Standing ! :D

Its nice cus there's KEVIN CHENGGGGGGGG ( reserved for me ! :D:D )

Bosco wong sherlyn like lorrr.

So idc kevin cheng is mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D <3

Bosco part of mine too okay ! D:

Not totally giving him up cus both guys are H to the O to the T !

Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng ! Kevincheng !

:D:D

Mad over him cus i've been dying to find out his name

and suddenly when i intro hanyan tht drama suddenly thought of his name

so found out in the end ! YAY to kevin cheng ! BYE :D

♥ KIKI

2009-05-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

Farewell , my boy .

After reading your latest post , i've really made up my mind ,
To forget you .
I really want to forget you , though i've been convincing myself numerous time to stay stong .
To wait , to believe in myself .
However , a sudden urge after reading your post ,
that you no longer cared , concern or show any thoughts about me .
From today , 27o5o9 , i will forget you .
Erasing you off my mind , though there will still be memories and thoughts about you.
False actions , nope . This is gonna be true .
After the " We are from diff natures , bet you will find someone better " ,
I've been feeling down , emotionally , not physically .
Well .. guess we're all over & i'll repeat myself again .
" I have lost someone i wanted to treasure now so BADLY , and i've lost someone , that special someone , that been in my heart for a few months , forever . "
Feeling's undescribable . Really hope , you , will stay happy , cos i'll be happy when you're happy ( i hope )
And , i'll really try my best , to clear you off my mind .
I'll believe in myself this time , hoping that i dont give myself another excuse .

Farewell , J .
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Little emo post up there ,
Hope you guys dont mind abouut it D:
Tomorrow's our class bazaar ,
Haunted house ! C'mon people , show your support HAHA .
Selling each ticket at $2 onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :D

Alrighty , my bro friend just arrived at my house
& they are disiao-ing me now !! D:
Gosh , someone save meeeeeee ! :D
I really love 3b'o9 .
For once , i can see real teamwork .
One that work together regardless of race / gender .
Really , gosh , starting to treasure this class .
Bet we will be able to work together for 2 years .
3b'09 ! :D:D

Tomorrow parent meeting day :D
Really want to know what my form cher will say about me .
Hope its a positive one ( well , it always been [: )
HAHA . okay , i'll get going to read my bookie :D:D
Bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-05-22T23:25:00.000-07:00

Show me that you really care.

Audi . Habbo . Maple .
No life .
-.- , god man , find me things to do !
I wanna go out , go shop till i drop & waste all my money [:
Tomorrow , probably (:

Many things i want to do ,
Esp , buying th things i want ,
And catch another movie , probably drag me to hell (:
Next tuesday's beach cleaning .
Ah shucks , -.- Oh , btw , we arent doing the beach cleaning thing (:
We are there to slackkkkkk . [:
No la , go lead & watch the safety of th sec ones -.- !
Me incharged of 1a -.- 2IC -.- oinks D:
LUCKILY not IC ._.
Or else sibei xiasuey (:
Need hold trashbags etc , LOLOL o:

Mayyyyyyy is a bad month , cus its known as th 'break-up' season , or idontknow ?
I ONLY KNOW I KEPT THINKING OF YOU .
Shyt . Gotta really try to get over him .
i know you like someone , i know . IKNOWYOULIKESOMEONE . but i cant get over you !

Cause , i need you . I miss you . I want you . I heart you . I love you .
Just need you here, by my side .

♥ KIKI

2009-05-17T05:27:00.001-07:00

I dont want to be left all alone , in the summer.

Tell me , what are best friends for ? O:
I mean friends to be precise . ah nvm . bye ._.

I doubt this word ever exist anymore .

Where people just go their own way without thinking abt others.

Nvm , the world is changing ,

Shall get used to it .

♥ KIKI

2009-05-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

Oh lets party !

LOLOL .
Mum bought me 1 dress + 1 top at VEEKO (:
For $218 HAHA . [:
Love to the loads to the loads .

& WE ARE GOING TO SUNTEC LATER TO SHOP AGAIN . (:
THEN TO MARINA & some OUTBACK place to eat STEAK (:
cus its mum & daddy's 17yr aninversary
Happy 17 yrs anin ! <3

MUM & DAD , ILY (: LOAAAADS .
gonna shop till i drop later again .
Like yesterday !
Ohoh we went tamp ._.
CS - tamp 1
Then dad dont want to go to tamp mall cus he's tired.
HAHA cus i dragged mum to every shop i see. & he waited outside th shop patiently.
So ended up shopping and wasting her money like SIAO . (:
Iloveherloads laaa , LOLOL.
So hard to find a mum nicer thn her . (:

Ohoh ,
I need to stock up on my clothes more .
Super little clothes . (:
HAHA . k happy to the M-A-X
Going off to shop at 3.30 and its 1.40 now :D
teeeheeeeee.
Maybe this few days i mug too much mum see i so guai buy me :B
LOLOL bhb :b
Kay , dno tmr wanna go out watch movie maaa (:
Kay , nevermind , bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-05-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

I wont forget the way your kissing .

Its all over tonight [:
HAHA o.o can go partaye alr ! (:
Nice 3 day break for CL [:
We're good people (: , we deserve a break after all tht
MUGGING MUGGING & MUGGING SHYT ._.

Currently downloading audi.
I swear its super slow ._.
Like i've been downloading since 6pm and its 81% now ( 10.25 PM )
Tell me , how slow can that be for a quite new computer ? -.-
Irritating to the max -'-

Going out with mum tomorrow .
Have not been going out with her since @#234 years cus it was stupid exams . LOLOL .
o.o , i've been a lil kehsiao this few days (:
Hyper much , & im loving it [:

Hello , LOLOL . kay bullshit (:
Kay my downloading is starting to get better after my brother shuts down his comp HAHA.
Its 87% now .
Planning to go out to watch movie - Uninvited child or something forget le . [: On monday (:

HAHA o.o
I think im going to sleep with th lights on man ! ):
COOLIOS (; lets try that and my mum will scream at me for wasting electricity .
[: or maybe .. DONT SLEEP (:
And i will look like zombie on th next day HAHA . kay retarded .

I found out something today ! (:
So cool , ! :B
HAHA. Last long oh ___ & ____
Too bad , im like , im like im like , so lag HAHA .

kay bye (; xoxo .
AUDI is 99% !

♥ KIKI

2009-05-12T02:52:00.000-07:00

Forgetting you - Day 1 .

As you can see , today is my first day trying to forget him
Winks * hope i can yeah ! :D
A maths was rather managable [:
Cant believe its easier than paper 1 ! D:
Walaos , then th teachers all bluff us one ! -.-
LOLOL . anw , i like , only today morning then mug for amaths.
HAHA . [: this is called , pro , claps *
:B

After school , chionged to mum's office .
See, ima good girl ^.^ HAHA . o.o
Then slept , ! -.-
4 hours LOLOL , wondering how i sleep today night HAHA .
Thenthen , actually nothing much la today ._.
I also dk why i blog for what.
LOLOL . siao ! (:
Im bored , Anyone wants to chat with me ? (:
Add me : summerraiins@hotmail.com tyvm [:
MUST ADD. Im despo to find someone to chat with . ]:
Kay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-05-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

I tried so hard , to forget you .

Msn's stupid .
I cant get annoyed any further by people who kena some dumb virus.
Now everyday people will talk to me with those
" Hey summeraiins , check this pict out :D "
Its dam so fucking annoying and they seem to keep logging back in.
And th stupid thing will pop up to me even more !
-.- I think its time that people should start opening their eyes bigger ,
Accepting / clicking things they are supposed to .
Rather than trying to annoy innocent people

Get this right - NO OFFENCE to ANYONE out there . (:
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Right , in 2 mins time i got to log off ,
So gotta post a real fast one .
I thank those who cheered me up , on msn / my tagboard about
my grandmother & stuffs ,
Really appreciated it lots ,
Nevermind people , i've get used to it alr . :B

Right , so , i've been slacking for the past 3 days or so .
Need to do some serious buck up .
Im sorry , i may sound too annoyed / pissed .
Bear me . :B
Kay , my 2 mins is up , i'll post again tomorrow .
kay bye . [:

♥ KIKI

2009-05-10T05:32:00.001-07:00

Even if i have a power to forget you , should I ?

Happy mother's day !

Mum , thanks for everything .
Thanks for giving me a chance to live in this beautiful world
Thanks for bringing joy into my life,
And trying to get everything i wanted .

You're always there when i need someone to share my problems
Someone whom i trust and can confide in.
You're to me the best mother one can ever have.
You didnt nag / scold me like others
You tried your best to train me / encourage me to do better.
You are there to joke with me .
To cry , and laugh with me .

Thanks mum , for taking care of me , this 15 + years ,
Understanding me , i really love you , from the bottom of my heart.
You're god's precious gift to me , i'll treasure you , for life [:

From : KIKI . <3

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Back from LongBeach , to celebrate Mother's day [:
HAHA o.o
My father treat de [:
I <3 both my parents .

& i hope to forget you .
Like what FengYuan today told me
It really made sense yeah <:
But i'll try my upmost best .
Thanks Fengyuan for being thr for me :D

HAHA . Kay maybe i should start looking at th positive side of life.
Shouldnt live my life full of regrets , & sadness
Guess nobody wants to see me that way right?
:D

Oh yeah , talking about Mother's day ,
I've need to get another letter dedicated to my grandmother :D
Might be a dam long one , dont bother reading it unless you do [:
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Ahma :

I miss you . How are you up there ?
I hope you're enjoying life in heaven .
I miss you like *#(^(^@
Shucks , ( cant type this post la ! will start crying D: )

You're always my beloved grandmother.
You're always there to protect me , to love me .
I remember crying just for you , when i heard you're admitted to hospital .
I hope you're next to me now , reading this post .

Though i know , i will never find you back again .
Im really sad to lose you . Its really sad to hear that you , being sucha healthy one
can actually die of cancer . D:
I really cant imagine it
Up till now , i still can remember you death time / date .
3rd Aug 2005 ; 7.04 am .

Im sorry im not there to see the last moment of you.
Dad told us to go home , while you're suffering in the hospital . ]:
The last kiss i gave you was , 2nd aug at night , the time when we're supposed to leave the hospital.
Thats the last time i saw you , i gave you a kiss on your fore head , and said , i love you .
I cant say that to you anymore .
Why ?
I dont know .
Though its like 4 years since you last left me ,
But i still it look like you just left us a few months ago .
( cries even harder D: SHUCKS !! )

Ahma ,
Do take care up there in heaven .
I'll remember you for life , definitely .
I'll go visit you in Bishan Columbariam ( sp ? ) with mummy & daddy every April / 3rd Aug .
I trust that you're safe in gods hand .
Please , ihope to see you , when i leave this world too .
Which is like idk how many years ?
Anw , i really thank you for being sucha great grandmother ,
REALLY . i really really , love you .
I love you , <3

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Done , after all that stupid crying for writing sucha sad letter . D:
cant help it , i really miss her . D:
Nevermind , if i had time , i'll write her another of such letter D:
Kay , bye . D:

♥ KIKI

2009-05-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

Sing me a love song .

I'm gonna have to wear spectacles ! D:
Left eye - 180 deg , right eye 100 deg.
._. today went to Optical 88 , in parkway [:
Then test my eye -.- cos i suspected im shortsighted .
& its true -.- LOLOL . wthell , [:
Then choose the specs like all the colour .
Ended up with dark purple one . Halfframed [:
HAHA D: bet everyone will laugh at me :b

Then went to get mummy her mother's day present .
90 bucks , LOLOL :B
Heartpain , but i feel its worth it for a loved one yeah ! (:
Then , went to InQBox , printed some name stickers thing ! :B
Then went to eat Scoops Icecream ,
Dam cool k ! Nice nice ]:
Ahh shucks , im growing fatter D:
LOLOL . [:
Shucks , im bored again ! ._.
& i dont feel like studying .
You dont care, i dont care too (: no one will care ! <:

Tomorrow have tuition , AGAIN :b

But got honey with me !

Gonna bitch about everything under th sun <3

Why so scared i gossip about you isit ? :B

LOLOL

Its so sad to hear that you're waiting for someone's reply , yet not knowing how much you meant to me. I can just simply cry a million tears tonight , just for you . I know im the worst girl you ever find , im sorry . I hope you be happy with whoever now and im really sad with the sentence " guess we are from different natures, you could find someone better" . No , you're the best to me , the best & the very best. You know how much i tried , to avoid you , to not talk to you , to forget you . & yet I couldnt . Im sad to lose you . I really agree with the sentence " people always treasure things when they are gone" Guess i could never get you back again . Forever . Ever . Goodbye , my boy .

♥ KIKI

2009-05-08T01:38:00.000-07:00

Why must it happen to me ?

Just couldn't understand why , -look up-
Ahh , nbm ._.

Shiok sia [: , end of first week of tiring exams
Next week's exams gonna be slack . [:
Like , SLACKKKKKKKKKKKKK o.o

Im going to watch tv , play comp [:
But not those maple / habbo etc luh (:
Yesterday slept at 1am , all cos of th stupid geog la , nb -'-
Very hard to memorise , but see i guai kia alr kk [:
HAHA :b BHB to the MAX ! (:

Today after geog , went out to TampOne , with usuals . :b
Very fun hor , i tell you we walk around here and there until leg pain.
Then in this bus got this super cute girl (:
Around , 4+ ? HAHA. o.o
Dam cute la , idk how to describe ? O:
Then was trying to find Mother's Day gift but couldnt la ! D:
Eh but i very xiao shun rightttttttt :]
I know ! LOLOL .
Kay , i wanna slack alr , bye .

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[ /Edited ! ]

LOLOL , btw i have a private blog , not for anyone to see

Im sorry , only me [:

Kay bye , off to private blog , [:

♥ KIKI

2009-05-01T21:06:00.000-07:00

You'll be the prince and i'll be the princess.

Fuck , tired with all that mugging .
Though idk what im mugging ._.
SS sucks big time , -'-
So hard , but im still guai k , at least i got study D:

Bet all my friends are now hard-core mugging while im slacking D:
Nvm , i'm dumb anyways [:
Things have been tiring for me .
Mummy & Daddy dont want to bring me to popular ._.
Im lazy to go on my own . D:
I wanna buy my coloured markers ;B
Though i have like 100 + lying on my table .
i wanna buy the , tricolour set luh ! D:

Tommorow have tuition .
I have no life ._.
Its so boring at home mugging ,
And i realised if im going on this stupid slow rate ,
I'll not be able to finish mugging everything on time ,
Dammit , nb -'-
I want exams to end quickly ]x
I wanna maple , i wanna habbo -.-

Did i mention thatttttttttt
Swine flu is getting worst -.-
Like seriously !
And mummy ( working on hospital ) says that they suspected one case in singapore
And its yesterday night , how cool is thaaat .
Now those going hospital need wear masks , very cool , -claps-
Kay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-04-26T00:59:00.000-07:00

I cant bear to leave you alone in the summer .

I've decided to blog since i visited almost every 'interesting' & dead blog . ._.
Woke up as early as 8.15 am today .
Just for stupiak tution -.-
Anyone wants pei me ? (: (: its 9am-10.30 am @ parkway ! :B
Then , kept disiao-ing yunning during tution :b
Sibei fun sia , kay im a sadist ._.

Then went home, & ate like , 8 pieces of garlic bread
Plus 2 bowls of chicken curry .
Thats the reason why i wanna go on diet !
Once i start eating something nice i am unable to stop eating. ! -'-
I cant seem to control my diet , nb .
But the greatest thing is ,
I packed my room yesterday ! (:
After see-ing how neat my friends room were.
FINALLY [:
andand , i've restocked my food supplies in my room ! (:
Now there's an additional Calbee Original Fries thing .
But i owe hanyan $8.30 -.-
Going out out with mummy later <3
Im bored , kay bye readers [:

♥ KIKI

2009-04-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

Im not the girl your heart is missing .

Tired .
Went out practically the whole day today.
Woke up at 7 , *screams* o.o
Sibei early lor , sian ]:
Then ate at the bird man stall ( inside joke )
Darn nice okay ! [: Saw shaun kor at th wantan mee stall .
Somehow we always see each other during breakfast on every weekend supp class [:

Reached school , slacked at assembly plaza . :B
Went to geog room , sibei cold , go switch it to 20 [;
Then miss razie asked why isit so hot when everyone feels that its cold ._.
Then , i keep koping strawberry porky sticks from sunshine ;X
Sibei zai , his breakfast, i kope almost half ._.
HAHA ! o.o Sorry ! ]:
Then went A maths , for like 15 minutes only (:

Went to Olivia's princessy house after school .
Her penhouse darn big ! o.o
Her room dam big also ! Twice the size of my room , ;X
How pathetic .
Her room , everyday can on aircon , plus she have her own bathroom in the toilet.
With a princessy bathtub ! ]:
Mine is one stupid shower which is shared by everyone in the family -.-
Then we tried making milkshake , turn out too watery ._.
I think i gonna lau sai for the next few days !
Cos we experiment with milk , horlick ( -.- ) , and icecream plus alot what caramel syrup .

After that chionged home , bathe.
My mummy's so nice :b
She bought me some facial stuffs from the body shop which everything adds up to 80$ ++ ,
Then buy me 2 pants [:
Total she spent 100$ ++ on me ,
ily mummy <3 [:
HAHA o.o

Proceeded to crystal's house .
Then we lock her room door , all the boys stare at us o.o
Then we hide under blanket , super shy :B
Then scream here and there .
Then suddenly got moth !
Then we scream and run out of the stupid room .
Then crystal ask jovian to chase the moth out ._.
In the end ! The stupid boys go takeover the whole room la !
We planned to play hotel626 de lor ! then they go play instead .
Stupiak !! ]: Then we went home . So sad ! ._.
All cos of the boys fault . ):

Then went home .
I wanna be pig alr , bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-04-24T05:36:00.001-07:00

Im so sorry but my heart's still with you.

My sorethroat coming back , nb .
I dont want to have throat infection again la ! -'-
Stupiak , darn ke pa can . ]:
Today i slept alot , idk why [:
i love being a pig & cos pigs are cute.
But im not saying im cute lah hor -.-
Andddddd . Past 2 saturdays were spent sleeping ,

Cos im sick ! Dammit D:<

Slept during english , as usual

its a surprise i didnt sleep in comb humans . ;D

Maybe cos got sunshine / gavin / farah around me.

Was fun though ;X

Tomorrow's there's geog .

I feeeeel like ponning -.-

Since i alr bo interest in geog ,

balu pon sibo ?

♥ KIKI

2009-04-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

I'll be glad if my next sms is from you.

I lost the bet with Pude ! ]: Stupiak .
All cos of your fault , tallie o.o
Call me during physics to answer question for whaaat !
Last 10 min somemore , zai ah zai .

Today got some public caning in hall ,
Girls cannot watch la . same same one , old style ._.
Then , feel so sad for that guy .
During chem , lui kept coughing and coughing for a good 5 mins [:
-claps- sial , sibei pro horh , she come out whole face red red , like tomato , HAHA . o.o
Then PE even more zai .
Me , Rosa & Fengyi ran 2 rounds for 1 periods , pro or whaaaaat . [:
Its not pro lorh , its super powderful .
People complete 5 round , we 2 round nia [:
Cos we walked all the way ! , and bitched about others . ;D
LOLOL . and sat down behind tech block & slack :D
Then after PE alr , all go up liao , we still at streetsoccercourt area walking !
Saw seetoh , he heck care de la , LOLOL .
Then , go up , wa whole class there , sibei paiseh lorh can .
Ms Chen alr start teaching liao , we walk in , whole class umchio .

After that english was hell of a stupiak , cant sleep lah bodoh .
Geog emo-ed for whole geog lesson ,
Sibei pissed off la , nb . -'-
Then after school , went to magic wok , eat .
Yeah , so its kind of sad & stupiak there .
Then around 4 we walked back w/ olivia & bianca.
Then met yunshawn , chatted awhile o.o
Then went canteen , sit , listen songs , gossip , going sleep liao
Hanyan & cherie say want zao ,
Pangseh me . x.x
then , we zao lorh . stupiak ps kias . 0.0

♥ KIKI

2009-04-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

If i have gotten over you .

Im bored , here to do a quiz ,
ripped from Yuling qinai de blog :b

LoveLife
1) Are you single or attatched?
- Single , ;D
2) Have you been in a relationship with any girl/boy before?
- Yes&Yes [:
3) What do you see in a girl/boy at first sight?
- See whether he handsome/cute/hot anot [:
4) Has anyone confessed to you before?
- Yeah :b
5) Has anyone said you were very handsome/pretty?
- Im not so bhb to answer this question . -.-
6) If you were forced to like someone in primary school who will it be?
- I like someone in pri school , alot :B but if you ask me , ofc matias ?
7) If you were forced to like someone in secondary school who will it be
- Erm , -.- Eh , i don't want say luh . :l
8) Has any girl/boy kissed you before?
- Hahas , yes , my sister <3

9) Do you like anyone of the opposite gender?
- Yes , i do .
10) Who is the most handsome/pretty in your heart?
- You don't need to know [:

Yourlife
1) How tall are you?
- Erm , 158cm ++ , still growing fast [:
2) Whats your weight?
- 40kg ]: Just measured 1 hour ago . Im gonna go on diet , yo !
3) Do you have short,medium or long hair?
- Long , but i want longer ;b
4) Do you like make-ups?
- Yeap , you may say so :D
5) When did you stop pissing in your bed?
- I dont know , ? -.-
6) Would you rather eat or sleep?
- Sleep luh , then -.- , i hate eating , & i wanna go on diet
7) Would you rather cheat or steal?
- Doubt i will do that , -.- the most cheat , but NEVER gonna steal -.-
8) How long do you bathe?
- 10 to 15 mins ? -.- i cant stay long in the bathroom , can die pls . o.o
9) What's your hobby?
- Eat , Sleep , Comp , Slack [:
10) Do you like ice-cream?
- Much more than anyone ! Vanilla to the max [:

Friends(Primary)
1) Who is the prettiest?
- Sandy Tan -.- , Yunshawn ?
2) Who is the most handsome?
- Matias ?
3) Who is the smartest?
- Liwen .
4) Who is the stupidest?
- Yours truly .
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class?
- My class ? Junjie & .. Yunshawn ?
6) Who is well liked by opposite gender?
- Yunshawn lur -.-
7) Which boy & girl are you the closest to?
- Yunshawn (girl) ; Aloysius (boy) [ Ys : Be glad your name appear here always ]
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl?
- Eh , alot sial , but i don't want list lah , dam bad sioh .
9) Who is the most hyper person in class?
- So long ago le , should be Junjie / Mingkang .
10) Who makes you laugh alot?
- Retarded teachers like Ms Toh -.-
11) Who is the cutest in class?
- Yunshawn ! :B

Friends(Secondary)
1) Who is the prettiest?
- Novita [:
2) Who is the most handsome?
- Dont know , ask yourself [:
3) Who is the smartest?
- 3A people lorh ! -.-
4) Who is the stupidest?
- Yours truly .
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class?
- Sunshine(boy) ; Nurul(girl)
6) Who is well liked by opposite gender?
- Novita , obvious .
7) Which boy & girl are you the closest to?
- ShaunKor(boy) ; Hanyan(girl) + bestfs : in my love lists .
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl?
- Im not so evil , -.-
9) Who is the most hyper person in class?
- Sunshine ? ;D
10) Who makes you laugh alot?
- I laugh at everything , im crazy [:

------------------------------- End - * Screams & Shouts * ----------------------------------
Yo [;
Im back after being so bored.
Notice i blogged once ,
blogging another time .
Lets see .
Computer is getting bored o.o
Cant stand it , HAHA .
Oh yah , i love my seating arrangement :B
Its at the back , can sms even more [:
Then the people around me sibei fun & hyper de ,
We be crazy together ,
Sleep teacher also cant see ,
Song bo ! -.-
Best seat in my whole sec life , LOLOL . Joking o.o
Im surrounded by smarties like pude & gavin & dexterrrr .
& , im bored , eh dammit , wanna sing song ? [:
Come come , i jio you sing song with me ,
We sing Elmo song & barney one also can .
Or Abc song , or my favourite song aimai ? :D
It goes like this . - ahems ! -
Doh a deeeeeeer , a female deeeeeeeer ! [;
How ? Sounds familiar eh ? [: lol okay . bye . :b
I miss my maple gans like fuck . ];
I miss Prc workers , i miss scolding them and commanding them .
Its good to be a high rank & you can boss around :B (PRC)
Im cab leh ! Mai play play hor , [:
Boss trust me alot , eh bhb . kay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-04-22T01:52:00.000-07:00

You are too beautiful for my eyes .

My promised update , haha o.o !
Damn , just now i brainstormed alot of things to blog about ,
but when i come to this box i just have nothing to blog ,
Neverminds ! Shall try to remember ._.

I ponned magic [:
I feel dam bad luh , like joy they all come just for us then we liddat go pon .
Ahhh well , sibei paiseh , ;X
Geog was , okay luh .
Just that i cant finish my LORMS . asshole ._.
Hmm , ZhiHui came today ,
but then she halfway sibei scary lorh ,
like , she got asthma liddat o.o but actually she bo .
then xuanyi aka the dam observant ! ( inside joke [: ) go tell lui ,
then right ! lui jitao go to her table , like dam sibei joke sia .
then she say want bring her go general office , sick bay luh ,
then ask us do our wb o.o
Then shaun kor sibei pro , he go take lui's mike then knock knock testing .
Then this china woman go snatch the mike from him put on cher table .
Damn funny sia , i see that china woman i jitao laugh . esp plus the malamine thing . omg . o.o
Then , today muscle cramp like shit .
Cos yesterday got natfa , i bronze luh , -'-

Then Amaths lecture so dam sian , anytime can sleep sial . o.o
BubbleTea-ed with rosabeth , hanyan , & cherie .
HAHA o.o then homed ,
In the bus right . I go up that time . I wanna tap my card on that thing right.
Bo sound come out , i thought the machine sok liao , though there write
" Enter Ok "
Then the fucking busdriver say i cant read that machine thingey .
Eh walao , that motherfucker -'- Fuck ni luh ,
Think you bus driver big sibo ? kanina .
See him feel like puking sia . Some indian with stupid gel on his head .
Gel like some kuku . Im not racist here .
But like damn what la , say what i cant read .
I cant read you huan lo ? Need you care sibo . Go continue driving your bus luh , asshole .
Then dam pissed , then FengYuan came and we chatted about some show on the bus .
Fun sial o.o hahas

♥ KIKI

2009-04-21T05:23:00.000-07:00

Changed blogskin :D
Yay , at last .
Geog tomorrow ,
I better start mugging now .
its 8.30 [:
God Bless Me
Hope you like my pink polka dot blogskin , pttfs [:
Oh yeah ! by the way ,
credits & thanks Sarah for th codes .
Sarah as in maple mei : xNilaobu [:
ily mei ! <3 bleh .
Mai jealous , or i slap you ;D
I shall be a good girl & post tomorrow !
Oh shit , tomorrow have SMILE .
Ass luhh , shouldnt have taken magic ):
FOR : full of regrets .
Kay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-04-18T02:52:00.000-07:00

Bad week .
Down with sorethroat , throat infection to be precise.
and obviously it takes more than 10 secs to have just one sip of water
How terrible can that be ?
To the extent that you lost your appetite / dont feel like talking and dont feel like drinking water for the whole day ! ):
Went doc yesterday ,
Doctor prescribed some flu + cough + antibiotics .
Throat infection sucks totally , you cant swallow !! its like the worst i had in 15 years , totally -.-
And i cant eat , mummy still ask me act as if nothing happen -.- thats even dumb .

Tomorrow not going A maths tuition ,
Morning have to go sao mu [:
LOLOL . :D
Im bored , shucks seriously this sorethroat is so horrible i dont feel like blogging now ,
kay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-04-13T02:55:00.000-07:00

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks ;D
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Errm , school sucks lah ! O.O
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
My sister . (:
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Probably .
5: Would you ever donate blood?
I'm afraid of th needle luh ):
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeahhhhs [: Lols .
7: Do you want someone dead?
Maybe ? Who knows ;X
8:What does your last text message say?
You owe me themes :) -.- zz .
9:What are you thinking of right now?
Nobody , i've given up on love (:
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Nope, i just need my family by my side to stay strong. :D
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
9 ; i was sick (:
12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
S4 Cluster Camp shirt ; PRI 4 camp shirt (:
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Nopes (:
14: Who was the last person to text you?
Weichieh -.- that annoying guy ):

8 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
1 : Yunning
2 : Hanyan
3 : Crystal
4 : Yuling ( no need to re do (: )
5 : Cherie
6 : Shaun KORKOR (:
7 : ShengChieh DI :D
8 : YunShawn
9 : Weiying.
10 : Zhihui [: DOCTORRRRR .

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with? { Hanyan }
Nobody ?
16: Is 3 a male or a female? {crystal}
Female.
17: If 7 and 1 get together will that be a good thing? { Shengchieh ; Yunning }
Probably (: , i cant imagine , like seriously xD
18: What is Number 3 studying about?{crystal}
How to love him (:
19: Is Number 4 single?{Yuling}
I think so .. but she's gonna be attached soon , all the best cousin !
20: Say something about Number 2. {Hanyan}
My bestf .
22: What do you think about Number 5 and 6 being together [Cherie ; Shaun]
Hahas , both are attached btw [:

Ending post here (:
This few days ,
i decided ,
to get over it ! (:
Idc about love for now ;D
My mother was right - This is not the right time to fall in love ;
Time to listen to her ,
i love you mummy <3
i Love my family more than anything else .
i hate love , get out of my way (:
Heart staying single & unavailable ; till then .

♥ KIKI

2009-04-09T21:50:00.000-07:00

No matter what happen yesterday ,
im sorry .
I still like you as much as i do ,
no matter how much i tried to forget you over the past.
maybe im fated to like you ,
but i know its impossible once again.
Like my msn dp says ,
" though i know its impossible, i still believe in you to make it possible "
Dreamt of you last night -- again .
Bad / good you may say .
Well hope the good stuffs come back and the bad stuff gets flushed away .
i hope to see a ray of light to where im approaching
imy
If there's one thing i regret ,
that was i regretted leaving you that time .
and i made you alone and disappointed in me..
im sorry .

this few days will sort of be not those enthu updates ,
will go back to posting the normal posts soon ,
i hope .
thanks for my besties fr being thr for me ,
ily guys .
thanks . <3
and to you " im sorry , but i cant forget you "

♥ KIKI

2009-04-09T06:23:00.000-07:00

well , did something which have just scrwed my entire " once looked forward for this 3 days weekends "
guess tomorrow will be bad friday .
well its alright .
Guess im still crying out for you , while typing this post .
Im just a bloody fucker that just admited that got blocked and ignored.
this is . fucking . cooll . laugh all you want .
my heart have just shattered into pieces , only you'll be able to fix it back .
but i guess you WONT. and i know you probably wont !
cos im crying for you now and then but i doubt you will notice it ,
and .
guess you;re still happily playing your games.
maybe im just arnt the right girl for you .
maybe all the past things of me and you have make you hate me .
im
really
sorry .
but.
please forgive me ):
and i swear this post is typed with all my sincerity , tears flowing out of my eyes. up to you to believe

2009-04-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

im bored ):
really bored ):
sighhhhs .
anw , rough wrap up for th day :D
Today , went school like almost late ..
music playing ..
well .. chem we purposely stayed in class and like trying to sleep till late late
thn go down lab ..
late for like erm 10-15 mins (:
lolols ! (:
Ms lui was like scolding us like mad , asking us why we come down late .
as usual i just stared at her like some tootie
And stoned and erm , day dreamed ?
then suddenly she say something then siao liddat la . -.-
idk laaa . her lessons sibei boring ley ):
then chinese had th test .
yadada chinese teacher was good as usual , no complaints about that .
Then recess, then erm , a maths .
Ohoh ! amaths sucked totally .
Learnt some . abosolute function graph ( non- linear )
and then mrs foo was like a page flipper ..
im still stuuck at the previous graph and she turn the page and move on to :
Ok now i want you to copy this eqn blahblahh "
Im forever stucked 1 graph before her -.-
thats retarded . (: and she speaks like some zigagoooooooooo( what the hell is this word ? )
Which go so freaking fast ); -.-
Then after that have some , erm , e maths ?
did presentation . (:
then aft have sec 3 forum .
THATS . freaking . RETARDED ):
talk about cleanliness but we went on writingabout having more camps and
allow us to eat sweets in class , start school late , longer recess, sec 4 camp , toilet paper in toilet , full length mirrors for girl's toilet and DEMOLISH house system .
But then the teacher say we went off topic but who cares
she's like " what have blahblah have to do with OUR SCHOOL CLEANLINESS ? "
-.- thats retarded lucky im not the presentor or i've lost myself a face (:
haha , then aft have some stupid SS supp class.
i hate wednesdays,.
they just dump us with some stupid writen work for history/ ss / geog.
ITS EITHER SBQ / ESSAYS .
lucky not essay , or i will scream ! (:
then ate at magic wok after supp .
fun , but food taste like spoilt or something (:
kay random but bye (:

♥ KIKI

waiting for you to return to me -- again .

you sms-es which allow me to know the meaning of love ♥

I want you , badly . (:

ily .

2009-04-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

ahhhh .
actually seems long never post liao ..
hmmm ..
let me see ..
argh ..
erm ..
ahhh .
lol .
idk what to post .
can i end here by saying bye ?
lolol .
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
*scratches head*
kay i know !!
" HI ! ( : "
LOLOL .
kay la , today assembly was retarded .
the man wearing the red tee plus yellow star is the beijing man .
cos his shirt = beijing flag .
(: heh . then .. kept laugh luh .
Amaths & maths was fun , just that amaths a lil confusing .. hahas .
oh yeah today was april fool's day !
managed to trick .. shengchieh & erm .. shaun !
LOL shaun's reaction was super duper retarded o.O !
hahas ! look at his reaction when i said that he never zip his pants .
he immediately put his hand over his zip part with the mouth going O: !
LOLOL hahas !
then .. hmm ..
Chinese was dam slack! (: okay not slack actually . cos we have some retarded test [:
ilovethewordretardedidontknowwhy.
kay fine . chemistry was forever retarded . ( see i told you ! )
LOLOL . cos .
the teacher is boring in the first place !
she talks monotonely .
Should bring ms nani in then i wont sleep .
lolol . eh but i also sleeps in her class so .. yeah lolol .
ima pig ! (O.O)
heeeees .
okay la , this post full of crap .
tomorrow's thursday !
heh , hanjie & bianca making their student counsillor speeches . LOLOL .
goodluck (:
wont tell you who im voting ! cos thats obviously a secret.
and cos ..
iLikesomeonethere. AHAHS (:

Nah thats an april fool joke, you dumb (:
HAHAS .
kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy erm .
yeah !
* screams ! *
wait . what am i screaming for?
kay this post is retarded ( see ! )
and crap .
kay bye .
AND THIS IS REALLY MY BYE .
oh wait !!
tomorrow's mum & dad gonna go overseas !
takecare mum & Dad ! misses , xoxo .

OKAY
BYE .
BYE
this is not an april fool joke.
im true.
wait !!
okay la jk .
BYE !

♥ KIKI

i want to be yours again , ♥

2009-03-30T05:33:00.001-07:00

Haha (:
Happy birthday to myself (:
woooo - blow cake , cut candle -
ILY YOU ALL (:

Firstly :
Received many birthday wishes (:
Thanks :
Hanyan , cherie , yunning , yuanyi , cichuan , junhui , mum (: , vinnie , lorentz , weijie , shaun kor , trishu , wenhui , linette ,yunshawn , mingkang , yuling darling , benedict , nurul , chihin , benjamin , wendy , jinzhuang , yongsheng , xuanyi , jovan , elise , khai qi , bianca , olivia , zhihui ( + e wonderful & kawaii card ) ,rosabeth , shichun , alex , wingleng .. haha .. i cnt rmb le ( sorry if left out yr name )

Thanks 3B`o9 for singing me two times a wonderful birthday song together ..with miss razie and ms chen .. and thanks ms chen for that box of chocolates that apparantly i shared them out lol .

i love you guys !! (:
this year birthday was indeed GREAAAAAAAAAAAT (:
haha ,
oh yeah ! thanks habbo prc too (:
greaaaat (:

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Today woke up , handphone kena spam by all the birthday wishes lolol .
then go school , then lessons as normal ..
then during geog can eat lollipop in class (:
miss razie allow ..
hahas ,
then .. right at the moment vp came in !!
SO QIAO CAN .
they say cus can see from the cctv in the geog room ..
then he like dam angry but he never say a word laa .
then after he left miss razie was like ..
Bianca your 30c sweet make me blah blah.
then bianca apologize but she says its okay (:
anw , then a maths ..
Did 4 tough amaths qns .
Miss chen was like , who can do i give them the box of chocolates ..
cos she bought up the belgium choco thing ..
then end of lesson .. no one can do ..
then they go tell her that tdy my birthday ..
so she gave me the chocos ..
but i opened it up and share with them laa.
i never eat ( cos its quite melted )
but they want haha .
so nevermind its alright ..
THANKS MISS CHEN ! <3>

2009-03-28T22:20:00.000-07:00

Domokun . the love love love love love ! (:

Heh , later gonna go sao mu .
Btw .
Something's important tomorrow !
what thing .. idk also wait shh .-.-
kay then . hmm .
Tomorrow going out eat goood food (:
like maybe .. some american restaurant or ..
Italian .. heheh (:
Hmm .
idk what to post actually .
Kinda happy + sad this few days LOLOL.
& (: erms .
Mum & dad going go overseas next week .
Hahas .. then aunt coming !!
My aunt the best ! (:
Once she come .. evrynight will be either KFC / Pizza / FISH & CO ! (:
heehe . (: and she's duper nice too .
hahas .
Okay , ending post here .
If you can uncode the small letters im posting later , thn good for you .
If you cant then too bad how sad (:

♥ KIKI

uo sfipbmry jlbmipqe qegjtu vnyiry

lskaqeldstuad qegjwrbm uo kauojlwr adipnzwrrygjuobmfh

yi hkyiadry kauojlwr uory adyisfsfwrbmkatu.

lsbmsf rygjwr qeipetadry oqlsetry uoad

tuipyi qeuokaka xvkalsuonz tuipyi kauojlwr uory dguoetadry .

- uncode this first -LOLOL .

Anyway , what the hell la .

Each time you come up with your own reasons just to be like me .

and when i say uo kauowr uory nzipetwr

you simply just say no lor .

when it is you who like it later . wtf .

-.-

n tuipyiet vnkaipfh is copying me !

when suddenly ONE DAY . out of no where. you suddenly pop out and say .

ilove sfipnzipjlyibm

after i tok about it with them in the toilet .

then u go " i lskaka along like it le " -.-

OKAY IF YOU CAN UNCODE THIS U ARE PRO BYE (:

& i bet you're gonna ask me abt this tmr . -.-

2009-03-28T00:18:00.000-07:00

DOMO-KUNNNNNNNNN ~ (:

Another angry post .

Today , i went to pack my livingroom glass table where there is all the
Japan collections of the miniature food thing .
Then right !
I found like
alot things missing .
My brother , and my sister have been playing thm and anyhow put .
so i went to ask my sister .
and's she like .
i dont know la you ask kor kor la .
then i went to ask my STUPID brother who is a STUPID addict.
and all he do is " I DONNO LA DUNT ANYHOW SAY LA WHAT LA "
walao eh . then i go ask him go off him fucking comp and he take freaking long to off .
and then.
cos thats like my collection and i bought like prolly 15 boxes which cost like 6-10 bucks each ?
Then cos my living room the table got 2 glass that u can look into ma .
so one side pack finish le .
then my maid cleaning the other side..
then after she clean that side.
she went to the pack finish side.
and take everything out and clean
like
WHAT THE FK -.- it takes me how long to pack and arrange dam nicely
and when i look back its like
EVERYTHING JUST DUMP INSIDE LIKE E*(@R#)$^)@&*
what the .
then i super no mood la.
and i lost alotalot of freaking items .
asshole .

nvm . i go chill le . bye . -.- <3>

2009-03-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

This is domo , the loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥
Isn't he cute ?
Im gonna turn into a 101% DOMO FAN (:
Yay .
hohohohhhhhhh. <3
he's too cute for you to admire .
& he's my boyfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff (:
woolaalalala .
Enough of the domo thing.
wait
last sentence
ILOVEDOMO-KUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥

kay done .
Was fourth last in class . (:
AHHA . who gives a dam (:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
instead im like so happy ?!
OKAY LA
wdv . (:
being last is gooooooooooooood tooo kay .
HAHAS (:
yay yay !
if only im the last its even better
LOL
stupid nigel ):

okay bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-03-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

& .
im fucking sick of sch ._.
every single paper i get back is a hell shit crap mark .
fuck me , fuck everything arnd me .
Im sorry but im seriously getting too depressed .
If i had knwn earlier that i am thaaat stupid / noob ,
i had must well just bang wall and go comb sci right.
Fucking irritating when you compare a double sci people's mark with a comb sci one ..
And the double sci lose and you'will get look down upon.
yeah that feeling seriously sucks .
Now i bet everyone will be laughing that i have failed my fucking english .
yeah wdv .i got a fucking 13/30 for it ..
big deal ? & i dontneed that fucking WHAT ?! response from you when i told you my results ..
Yeah yeah ! i failed !! so what ? instead of like making it worst by OPENING yr eyes large
and said WHAT !? like im darn stupid .. humiliating me eh ?
Bet all of you are tons smarter thn me .
Right ..... and geog ..
Obviously i told you i just merely passed ...
but i just simply dont get it when i brought back my books 1 week earlier and revise ..
wow this world is simply full of crap , shit , and even noob shit .
and my chinese is like one of the lowest in class .. 60/100 ..
yeah laugh all you want .. getting sick and tired of all that " what " looks from u guys out of a double sci person mark ..
And history .. just dont get it why i can freaking get a 1/5 for SBQ ..
what the crap .. am i doing ... i sometimes feel like rly thinking over hard like maybe 4 hours over what have happen to me ... like talking in front of the mirror .. kay wdv. .
sounds stupid but i bet tmr everyone's gonna bring up this fucking " talk to mirror " matter and laugh their lungs off lah .
agrrrh .. and chemistry i knw my limits im getting too careless and i write too slowly .. ahh fine ..
freaking sick ..
i rly hope i get like at least an 18 / 22 and abv for SS tmr .. if im gonna fail / do badly ..
Im seriously gonna slap myself hard ..
and .. okay thats saarcastic .. but i will seriously .. suddenly go dam quiet ..
and dunt talk .. until i rly feel ok ..
agrh ..
im sorry .. but
idk ..
life just sucks .
& kay fine wdv ...
if there's one thing im looking forward to , that is 2012 .
i'll wait . bye .

& btw please stop reminding me abt this post again ..
and when i say please , i seriously mean it!
idc you're my bestie / mother / father / wdv .. this post .. you read ,thats it . stop talking abt it again .

♥ KIKI

2009-03-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

PRESENTING. 3B`o9 in Kota Tinggi , 2009 Cohort camp ! ;]

leisha idk doing what to bianca's class tee ;B

Welcome to kota Rainforest resort.

Suspension bridge ! [:

Our resorts

Our room - 503 ! :B

last picture with the resort before leaving ..

Night before the last day .. camwhoring

Camwhoring again..

Leisha camwhoring with us !

With sec 2s ! [:

Campfire !

waiting to go in .. impatient liaow

Teekay dancing i suppose?

Waiting to go to the pool

Entrance to waterfall ! [:

Teekay , Leisha and us [; in campfire prep

Teekay ! [:

Ahhhh [;
I swear a million times that camp's a hell loads of fun man .
Esp with 3b`o9 , Major A and ofc , our dearest instructors.
Teekay ( his name -_- okay lah ) and Leisha . :B
Right i'll try to keep it short before posting pictures yeah . :B
Day 1
Assemble in school , did some admin stuff
Like filling the white cards and stuff before sitting bus
to , KOTA TINGGI :B
Once thr , gathered at MPH ,
then got our rooms and thn went to have some introduction with wen jie ( monster )
And yeah ofc introduce our instructors lah .
Major A rock asses yeap ! [:
Then lunch and played some team games like :
Incredibles Scissors Paper stone where u will transform from jack jack
to dash , to Mrs Elastic ( Teekay did it very ____ inside joke ) , and mr incredible .
yeah then did some Captain's on the boat thing .
Dam fun hahah :B
Then aft have some challenge with the Major A.
Yeah like playingwith the balloons etc etc .
And oh yeah ! Monster promised us to roll our instructors to the mud but
in the end , he didnt ! ): ROAR.
Aft have some navigation thingey thingey idk how read still
Thhen played some games ahhh then go to eat dinner
Go have The rescue night thingey ( dam fun :B ) &&
aft go sleep , quite late lah and the girls all rushing for toilets hais . :B
Day 2 .
Kayaking day !
Woke up at 6.45 ( late obviously . -_- ) , then went in when they alr started e makan cheer.
Aft that we went to gather in carpark then they teach us how do strokes with paddle .
Then keep remind us bring day pack check this and that bring jelly tins and lalala .
Then off we go , Reached tht time nid gather and we alr burning like some roasted pork .
and then they tauught us how to sit on the kayak properly , presented by zebra( wenshan)
Then taught us abt what to do when we captsize etcetc,
Then slack slack , eat eat , carry kayaks , uh do the (another version of lifejacket) ting
then went to kayaking ! :B at johor riverrrrr ;B
My partners are jovan and shaun ..
I sat in the middle while shaun in the front jovan at the back
and many of my braincells died due to the hit on my head by jovan's paddle .
And also very fun lah halfway stop to play games like standingonthe kayak and march and do chiken dance . andwdv.
and . i . swear . that . zicong is fucking cute . zomg . most cutest + handsomest instructor !! :B
Ahhhh then kayak like mad mad mad mad mad mad mad .
till finger got blister
then aft that kayak back lah .
Then went back sch , bathed , and this time we only have 3 min per bathe , and i mean it
we girls were like counting using our watch .
ahrhzx. 10 person per room is crazy lah -_-
kay wdv then we did campfire preps ( dam fun ) then got some briefing from daniel
and yadadaaa ;B he's nice yeap :-] he loves Major A alot alot alot ! (:
Then went to sleep early !! :] i tink 10 ? or 11 ?
Day 3
Pelapah waterfall expedition ! Woke up at 7.45 ( shiok sia )
Then gathered at car park then did some CIP thing . of pollution ? nature conservation.
Ahah ! after that went to eat and then set off and walked a friggin long distance of 2km .. to the entrance of water fall .. cool right .. -_-
then gathered , and ate !! its like 1.30 h diff i tink . or lesser.
so everyone was like quite full but no choice .
then start alr then go down the water dam nice sia.
then we didnt know nid walk on land one ..
so its like more of trekking lah -_- we thot all water sia .
then trek like a dam long distance thn reach like some waterfall.
then we last class !
so we wait like 1 hr ass -_-
then aft took grp pictures and went up the 1st waterfall .. (:
WOOT is dam fun i swear ;B
all the trainers were sticking their hands to help us and asking us to hold their shoulders for support.
then reach liao did some cheer then slowly gather at a pool then all did their cheers and some
kota cheer involving the finger , palm , knee , cheek , butt , hip .
then went back up , went down again.
crapped with Teekay {:
and i ignored him cus he said i look at him nid pay money ..
and we guess his name and etc .
then went back , the stupid 2km walk again.
then at the entrance sang sch song like 6 times so loud ..
cus Daniel say he told Major B earlier on that he will ask us sing the sch song ..
ahhh .. then aft reach sch , got i tink 2 hrs to bathe .. but we ended up like late cus of SOME stupid reasons.
kay fine . aft did camp cheers woohooo ! ;] and practice then campfire ..
Then sec 3's were like 'fighting' against Sec 2 in the loudness of cheers and etc and
the instructors did a great job in the campfire [:
well done .. ( bagus ! )
then did our cheers and yadada
then aft closing the campfire tht time they showed us the videos ..
Of us during the camp ..s ec 2 and 3 .. all the videos they took for us during our expeditions and adventures .. quite sad though it means it gonna be the end of this wonderful camp..
ahh sad ..
then after that while going back by crossing bridge we rly shout /scream / cheer alot
cus instructors say our last night to make as much noise as possible
so scream / shout / and everything . rly had alot , alot fun .
Our bonds .. never seperates . i love you 3b [:
then aft that go sleep .. then bfore that play truth of dare .. then i kena dare
then cus instructors directly outside
they dare me pull the curtains and smile
then i pul the curtains big big and smile
then the shannon ( 3c ) said eh ! [;
lol dam funny then we faster run to bed and try to pretend sleep
then aft leisha came and camwhored haha ! [:
Day 4
Last day of this wonderful camp , 2009 .
Wont forget it . Did some packing up , headed back to sg .
We didnt get the best class thing , but in our hearts we're still the best right 3b ?
then while turning to our sch..
Our instructors said their last words ..
then ask us sing our victory song ( campfire cheer )
while doing i was teary some tears rolled down lah ..
rly sad .. i dunt wanna leave my instructors ..
Teekay & leisha ):
then went sch , at the assembly plaza , we did our last campfire run through
stand in positions and stuff
and danced / cheer , a last time for our dear instructors ..
then everyone looking at us lah .. all the sec 4s and ones .
then aft rly sad .. we girls had a grp hug with leisha .
wow touching then went out , took taxi .
then wenjie ( monster ) bus came liao , and he keep waving to me ..
then i wave back to him 2 times lah ..
sad sia he's sucha nice guy ):
i miss all my instructors , wenjie , teekay , leisha , wei quan , etc etc ..
thanks alot .. from th bottom of my heart ..
i will miss ya ..
my last camp in tk and yet u guys made it so nice ..i rly enjoyed it .
thanks ..

2009-02-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

hullo . [:

was bored luh . ;X
i dont know why i always have alot of things in mind to blog about ,
but when i eventually come to this . white box , my mind goes blank and i have nth to post ..
urgh ]:
im starting to have short term memory alr luhhs .

Alright , commontests are over yesterday ,
im back to my slack mode eh . [:
Hanging out after school / sleep like a pig ( HAHA ) / turn on comp , msn / facebook . / watch shows.
tadaaa . i feel very happy
& i (L) fridays ! ;D
Cus it just simply rock people ! <:
and i can come home and sleep like a pig then rot. and rot .

okay , next week's camp .
many mixed doubts / feelings / worries though .
alright , but im kinda look forward to it obviously [:
Andand , we're getting class tee at th end of this week (:
yeah man . <: 3 cheers for me . ;D

Right after school was suppose to go out with hanyan / yunning / crystal at like 6pm ..
so my actual plan was to hang out with cherie till 6 ..
then aft meet hanyan , yunning & crystal at 6..
cus they have stupid ccas ;X
right .. in the end i didnt go cus i got too bored by 3 and was tired
so went home and sleep like a pig ! [:
and now my eyes are gonna close soon too ;D
hypothesis - im a pig <:
anw , they bought my slippers & polka bag [:
on sunday shall meet hanyan / cherie to get our classtees from peninsula [:
yay babeh . <: look forward for next tues !

& please god .. you know what i mean
cus i've been praying for it everyday ..
please ):
& dont ask me what i've been praying for !
cus you're not suppose to say what u pray for ,
or else it fails.
and if it really fails , im gonna cry ):
so PLEASE GOD ):

♥ KIKI

2009-02-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

okay so im blogging and fucking pissed now and this is going to be a stupid scolding post .
So if you're getting nuts and bored to cheeseballs just get out of here .
Right so i have fucking lost my protractors for like from last yr
and im now trying to search thru the whole pile off assshit on my table
and all of them is gone and i went to my freaking ass bro's room and he satt thr like a stone
Flipping thru his freaking papers and ignoring me fine ..
And he's the one who have been borrowing from me FOR his stupid stupid PSLE exams .
asshole lah .
And and recently i hv lost 2 of my favourite blue pens which made me buy another one
which is like 3 bucks asscrap .
If you guys want to borrow some stationaries from me just kindly return la wapiang .
Then the next day i go and you go " idk "
what kind of shit crap is this okay fine and adding on i hv fucking physics paper for tmr
which requires protractors and now im searching thru this bloody mess on my table
slamming my drawers one by one .
Okay finally done and i hate losing things so whenever i lose things i'll get real frustrated and venting everything . alright im sorry for all the foul words / vulgarities etc etc .
tmr's history and physics . bless you guys and i wish you guys luck (:
and fuck i still gotta find my ass protractor which i just bought last wk ! D:

♥ KIKI

2009-02-20T01:24:00.001-08:00

i sucks big time yeah [:
today i did something wrong , which i dont know why
but maybe i've gone too far and made mummy cried ..
For the 1st time .. and .. yeah .. im sorry ):
I hurt everyone now and then .
I suck .
Like what mummy questioned me " why am i living in this world to be sad everyday? "
D; i didnt mean it and i know im sorry
though she forgived me but i know deep inside im the one in the wrong
i try to make people happy but end up worrying for days and nights and stuffs
till i never get what i wanted and all i have to live is this life ..
and dont ask me why ... be it rl / msn what happen tdy .. cus im nt gnna tell ..
its over something small but i just feel that i shudn't react this way .
i am sorry for those i have hurt maybe i've gone too far without knowing it ..

Right so ..
Yesterday during chem shaun's super funny hahaha .
he's like " WOW . 19 Feb !! I will remember it !! Wooohooo !! "
& he started going high and such and knocking onto the bench top
With his knuckles and then since there's a basket of glass beakers
then make alot of noise like the tinglingsound
and then he's pretty funny LOL trying to catch air with the ballooon..
Like without even blowing it ..
its like stretching is mouth and yeah if u can imagine ..
And he started doing many many stupid things that is so LOL . -_-

& then during geog some *&(#^^#1 irritates me .
And make me no mood la wdv. wtf i feel so annoyed now and then
My temper is getting bad these few days .
Im not pms-ing btw .
Just that people who do stupid irritating actions on me just can bang wall man .
URGHHHZX.
and dont ask me who cus i wont tell ..
and and physics is funn ! [;
weeee weeee (:
okay wdv. im called like 2 times a day during every physics lesson !
this concludes that mr wee just <3 me too much . HAHA . (:
right so ..
Nth to blog abt ..
Common tests are coming .. & going ..
camp is coming & going ..
And
WOOHOOO ! [:
okay bye .

♥ KIKI

with every kiss & every hug , you've made me , fall in love ♥

2009-02-14T20:47:00.000-08:00

hah , happy 201th post . (:
yay .____. hahas (:

How's the day people (:
hahas (:
idontknowwhattoblogtoohahs (:
heeezxhahaszxhohozx.
tomorrow's school ! sian lur :l
but nevermind (:
hahas (:
okie dokie , shall update later , when something interesting happens okie ?(:

Hey thanks for the greatgreat&wonderfulvalentine'sday.

I♥it alot. somewhatthebestdayinmylife.

i will never forget it plus the cinma number F-2 thanks uh (:

ihopeyou'rereadingthis (;

&&lastlyhappyvalentine'sdaytoyou (:

♥ KIKI

2009-02-12T22:31:00.000-08:00

uh , im bored so i decided to do some random quiz gotten from some random blog (:

1. How old will you turn in 2009 ?
- Er, birthday not over yet , so im still 14 - young ! (:
2. Would you rather love someone or have many short relationships?
- If i can love someone for very long until we develop a very stable unbreakable relationship , i would definitely . Otherwise , i dont know .
3. Would you date someone who is 8 years older than you ?
- Most probably i wont , since we will have different views & personalities.
4. When was the last time you laughed?
- I laugh everyday (: so its probably a few hours ago !?
5. What were you doing at 4 am ?
- Sleeping , with all the 'z' on top of me .
6. Whats your relationship with the last person you texted?
- My crush . (:
7. What did you do today?
- Collect valentine day gifts , give out candies , study (:
8. Who do you really want to see now ?
- You . I want you to talk to me right now too .
9. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- I will consider very carefully before giving my first kiss ( to a guy ) so most probably it won't be too soon .
10. Who's your last missed call?
- Mummy
11. What's something that you really want now?\
- Red roses from you , and you .
12. What was your first thought when you wake up this morning?
- School again , valentine's day eve today .
13. Would you go back in time if you had the chance?
- Yes , maybe , when my parents are still young . Maybe like 10 years ago , when i'm in pasir ris.. With my grandma .. and .. young parents... Sigh , ahma i miss you .
14. What is something you need to go shopping for?
- Birthday gifts , clothes (:
15. Do you want kids?
- Im afraid of the pain , but lets not talk about this so soon .
16. Are you in love with someone?
- You may say so ?
17. How's your heart lately ?
- Wierd , sometime's i'll get heart breaks and sometimes i dont . (:
18. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
- Does sleeping with mattress count ?
19. Is your phone beside you?
- Yes , and im messaging right now.
20. What is bothering you right now?
- Whether im still th " lucky girl "
21. What was your last received tag msg say?
- WHAT THE HECK . BAD TIMING . okaynvm shall not put up[:
22. Where are you right now?
- At home .
23. Are you listening to music right now?
- No.
24. Do you like country music?
- Yes .
25. Do you wet the toothbrush before applying the toothpaste?
- I did it the otherway instead , i apply the toothpaste before wetting the toothbrush which has the toothpaste on it .
26. How is your hair styled right now?
- My hair isn't styled right now , its just the long blackbrownish hair .
27. Do you like your first name?
- What do you say ? Its unique i find that , but when i grow old that name seem a little childish .
28. What did you last drink?
- ChinChow at magic Wok
29. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
- Nope (:
30. What did you do 15 min ago?
- Copying the questions for this quiz.
31. Do you think you're a good person?
- I dont think so , but i hope to change for the better.
32. The first contact in your hp ?
- Aijia.
33. The sweetest person in your life?
- My parents. ( although im only allowed to choose one )
34. The closest male to you?
- Father.
35. The person you're chatting with now?
- In phone ( sms ) with _______ & __________.
36. The languages you're able to speak?
- Cantonese, Chinese, English .
37. The last person you screwed?
- Nobody .
38. One word about your life now?
- Full of mistakes .
39. Where do you wish to work now?
- Nowhere .
40. What are you specially good at?
- Thinking too far until i get upset .
41. Would you date somebody younger than you?
- If the younger not by age , but by month , i will . (:
42. Who are you to yourself?
- Ugly person . (:
43. Do you forgive people easily ?
- Depends.
44. Which girl is precious to you now?
- Mother ( she's still a girl (: , not woman ! (: )
45. Your dressing style?
- Casual.
46. How different are you from other girls?
- Im ugly .
47. The bad point in yourself?
- Being ugly , lacking of confidence , expecting too much .
48. The last contact in your phone?
- Zhiyin .
49. Your favourite song?
- Im yours - Jason Mraz .
50. The hated contacts in your phone?
- None, if i hate him/her , i wouldn't be bother to even give him/her my no .
51. Learn one language in 10 days?
- Maybe, but im a slow learner .
52. One gorgeous girl you came across?
- I dont know .
53. Whose your biggest enemy?
- 3b`o9 . ( in studies wise )
54. Which gang do you support?
- Blue gang .
55. What do you think about gangsters?
- Cool , but there are more bad points which idn wan to list out ( in case someboday waits for me after school on monday xD )
56. Proper age to join gang?
- Any age , as long as you're invited ?
57. Do you have a blogspot?
- Isn't my blog a blogspot ? .blogspot.com mah . -.-
58. Do you like people who smoke?
- Nah , i dont like smokers . ( no offence !! )
59. What do you think about modeling?
- No views .
60. Given a chance, would you like to be a model?
- Im too ugly to be qualified for one .
61. Whose approval do you normally seek first?
- Mummy .

Alright done with quiz , and have i told you yesterday that while ordering pizza ,
That person ask me what name i was , and i said kiki
then i think she ddint get me so i thought she dno how pronounce only so when she say ,
so your name's " siti (orsomething.) " i said , yes .
Then while talking she keep siti siti very wierd leh
walao , like -.-
Then the funniest thing is ,
when the delivery man came , i gave him the money ,
he gace me the receipt , and i checked the name part
guess what , the person key my name as " Ms . Titi . "
WALAO !! D: -.-
lol then i keep laughing
and my family keep suan me call me titi -.-
lol wdv.
bye .

♥ KIKI

2009-02-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

hahah (:
tomorrow's pre valentine's day .
so how people ?
today got back geog marks , wasn't as good lur , as usual. hahas .
geog sucks (:
anw , after school went parkway , with cherie , crystal , yunning .
halfway , yunning left .
So me & crystal & cherie roamed around haha (:
then saw mrs sam lee ( hod chinese )
she show me that kind of "orhhor" face.
Got wrong go out parkway meh ? zzz .
anw , aft that (: went minitoons ,
saw jovian , i was kinda lag uh .
cus i was like kneeling down helping crystal find nice keychain mah .
then the keychain located like at the bottom so i kneel down
for like 5 min
then suddenly heard jovian voice
then i shout " eh isn't that jovian " so loud .
then aft crystal laugh , say i lag -_-
then right i said hi to him obviously , then he ask me where is the choco stall zzz.
-.-
then idk what crystal & cherie doing inside la take so long
i stand outside wait for them like 10 mins
abit paiseh urh :l
hahah , okie after that go mother's office .
hahah , thats all (:

♥ KIKI

i still dont know whether i should go . ♥

2009-02-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

im a pig :B
okie , thats really true (:
When ever i read book in the afternoon.
I confirm sleep one :B . dont know why also . (:
hahs . <: Tomorrow's Emaths ! X:
Diediedie ! D:
BOOOZx._____.
okay lur :l My siblings now quarelling .
Veryveryvery noiseh nehhh !
just because of some nonsense . :B

Tomorrow's school :3 BOOS . (:
dehdehdinehneh :O
hahahahzx .
should i or should i not watch the ghost movie later.
:B crystal & yunning say very scary ley :l
But but like .. i wanna watch ..
but if i watch right .. i dun dare to do alot thingies deh neh .
But rightttzx. ( many but -.- ) okie . yunning say
after she watch , she .. SLEPT WITH THE LIGHTS ON .
Crystal say .. even she watch with her mother and father by her side
she still slept with them
VERY SCARY LEY :l
kay lah . i'll try :X
Eh wait ! Cohort camp coming soon also ley . :3
kay lur , nvm . Anyway , miss razie sms US today ! (:
She's not coming to school tomorrow :l boo. mc (:
okielur , i go alr , night night people (:

♥ KIKI

2009-02-07T02:59:00.000-08:00

okay and why is everyone saying sorry to me -_-
URGH . Not you luh weiying ..
LOL . HAHA . okie (:
Maybe my previous post sounded too harsh but
I'm really down at that time so yeah
I spilled out all my feelings(:
Feeling much better now (:
Though i know its a small misunderstanding & you
Apologized + explained to me .. Well i hope ..
Its true .. and .. yeah ..

Alright ! (: Yesterday slept at 9PM !! (:
WOOOOOTs ;D;D hahah (:
Im a piggy piggy piggy >:)
But right .. i daaam suay kay ! D:
Flu + Blockednose , Cough , sorethroat , whaat ? err ..
____ + Ulcer & Pimple outside my nose ! X:
This makes it supersupersuper hard for me to blow nose lah ! ):
Pain like shit kay ! D:
Then even worst uh , Yesterday after bathing keep sneezing sneezing sneezing ..
Hahahh X:
Kay so this week is not a good week after all ,
A tiring and a sick week ):
Okie , hope i recovers soon ! [:

Right .. so today woke up at 9 (:
meaning slept 9 hours ! (:
Then Watched tv , then set a facebook acc ..
Not sure how to use it though ..
Nevermind ! (: Shall adapt to it [:
Add me people , by my email kay ! (:
heh [: okie then after that my Mother's aunties / uncles came .. (:
Wait i mean grand aunties ( right ?)
Then my mother's bestf came too [:
Chihin luhhs [: for yunning you will know who ..
yep then played wii. Urgh while the adults played majong ..
And later my cousins are coming too ! [:
Monopoly monopoly x3 (:
hahah , alright i'll be going (;

♥ KIKI

Will i get you for valentine's ?

*slaps myself* c'mon kiki you're dreaming . ♥

2009-02-06T03:03:00.000-08:00

Does bestfs leave his/her "bestf" out?
idontevenknowifimyourbestf.
Butwhatyoumakemethinkisthatimnotfittobeone.
letsjusttalkabouttodayforinstance.
whileiamsocalled"walking".
youguysarelikefarfaraheadofme
Doyouevenstoptowaitforme?no.
Finallybeingsickistillrantocatchupwithyouguys.
Youseeanotherfriendrun.Andyougo
Whysherun!!thenurun?
Andimallaloneagain?
wtf.Youknowhowlonelyistowalkbymyself?
Itjustlookslikeidonthaveanyfriends.
Okaymaybeiamnottohavefriends.
andtheworstthingis,while_____&_____didstopforme,DID you ?
Touch your heart and answer that
if you want to be with _____ then fine . go with her
Butifyouclaimthatimyour"bestf"
Thenwhyareyoudoingthistome?
Iknowitsverypettyifigetsangryoveryoubecauseofthis.
thisisnotamatterofpettyness.
Itsawholeseriesofwhathappenthatimtypingthisout,tosayouteverythinginmyheartrightnow.
evernoticedthechangeinme?
whereisyouroncecheerful"bestf"?youaskyourself.
But..Seriouslysometimesidoubtour"friendship"
Isitreallyrealorfake,youaskyourself.
&btwitsmiserablewalkingaloneinonesideandeveryonestaringandasku
Whereyourfriendsgo?
okaydropthismatter.
Moodless.
Andbtw,ifyoudontknow,beforeyouevensayothers,youshouldthinkaboutyourself.
sometimesevenifnomatterhowmuchwegossipabout_____, butifthisisgoingtogoon,
i wouldrathergowithher.Atleastevenifigossipwithher,butwhenshe'saround,whenitalktoher,
iwillstilltreatherasmybestfriendtoo.reasonissimple.: nomatterwhatido,sometimesiwillreflect,andfeelsorry.
Imsorryto____.

All alone .
bye .

2009-02-01T05:11:00.000-08:00

life sucks lah lame .
4 tests coming up
i dont give a dam anymore lah
get what marks also nvm ..
My brother not rllyy high points still can go JC ..
Who cares man . -.-
everyday until 4..
die meh .. crazy kiasu people ..

♥ KIKI

2009-01-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

hello world .
Chatting with 3B`o9 in MSN now [:
CONFERENCE everynight . I swear we're gonna be a hell one united class (:
Anyway ! (:
I learnt from Sunshine , Shaun korkor , Pu de , and uhhs Ben boyboy [: ,
that a walrus is a PIGBIRD . that eats PIGWORMS.
-.- clever eh . not sure whether true anot heh X:
cus shaun korkor say its a pig and pu de says its a bird
-.- and im not sure blah . and they told me that HEH :3

okay . summary for whole week . (:
iM gonna cut short this post so yeah .
Monday , tues , was spend on bainians [:
Wed , was alright , thurs had a nice SP ACT in th morning ( my foot ) -.-
Played handball .. Quite fun luhs {;
Got B3 for Physics X: Well done -.- ( my foot ) X:
and err . Yeah ..
Today.. was a short day as usual .
After school , ate with Ethel , Novita & Cherie
went to buy correction tape from cherie hah .
Chatted alot with her [: even in bus ..
C'ya guys .. [: